MY POSSESSIVE MATE

CHAPTER 2: THE DILEMMA

Jax’s POV

“You will kill my daughter at this rate you asshole”, Kai said through gritted teeth.

“It’s not like I want her to die too”, I countered back in fury.

“Then why the f**k are you killing her like that ? I have always followed all your requests but this has gone too far !”, Kai shouted. “You have only five days left. Why the f**k can’t you behave civilly with her ?”, he asked in anger.

“I can’t f*****g control my wolf around her ! How many f*****g times do I tell you that ?”, I shouted back.

“Damn you then ! I gave you my blessings and permission to be with your mate officially but no ! Your stubborn ass wants her to experience the mate bond herself and when she is already conflicted with the fact that she has feelings for her Uncle then you are only adding to her worries by rejecting her in every way possible !”, Kai screamed and Ty rushed into the office towards his mate and instantly took him in his arms to calm him down.

“Kai is right, Jax. Xel has not been eating or drinking anything for a few days and Ingrid said that her wolf and dragon are feeling rejected because of her mate”, Ty said. “She is getting weaker”, he added.

“I waited for 18 years minus five days for my mate”, I laughed. “And you insensitive peeps are only blaming me when I myself feeling miserable”, I said and started tearing up. “I HATE YOU ALL”, I screamed and shifted instantly to run away from the place.

“Noooooo Jax !”, I heard Kai shout. “Come back please”, he broke down and that’s the last I heard of them as I ran away deeper in the woods.

I reached a lake and dropped dead on my knees near it to quench my thirst and think back about my life and mate.

I bloody hell loved her but in my bid to control myself and my wolf, I had pushed her away from me.

I knew she was the most perfect mate I could ever get and her beautiful face was always the first and last thought for the last f*****g 18 years and it was so hell lot difficult to be around her and not mark her then and there.

I knew that everything about her dating life and flings were just rumors but it made my blood boil when I saw any other boy or man approach her.

I felt like ripping them apart.

I am a damn possessive Alpha wolf and it is a f*****g miracle that I didn’t kill the bastards who started the rumors or even tried to ask her out.

I shifted back in my human form and wore my shorts as I sat near the lake and cried my eyes out.

I hurt my mate all these years and I was so freaking nervous when she would find out that I was the cold hearted mate of hers all this while.

“What the hell should I do ?”, I cried miserably and wept in my hands which covered my eyes.

“First of all calm down, Jax”, Kai’s gentle voice floated in. “…. and breathe”, he continued while taking me in his lap so that I was straddling him while facing him.

He helped me get my breaths back in sync and as I started to breathe back normally, I continued to weep on his shoulder.

“I am the worst mate”, I sobbed.

“Hush Jax. That is not true”, Kai coaxed. “You are just confused and trying to act strong”, he cooed and rubbed my back.

“Will she accept me ?”, I hiccuped as I tried to gasp small amounts of air.

“Of course she will ! It’s just that the two of you have been yearning for each other since years and are getting sick without each other. I think you are very brave for what you did all these years”, Kai smiled and helped me feed on him.

“You think so ?”, I asked as I felt better and retracted back my vampire fangs and licked his wound to heal.

“Yeah ! I can never imagine staying away from my mate for so many years or keep my wolf under control around my mate the way you did”, he praised.

“I hate it when I get possessive and hurt her each and every time”, I mumbled meekly and felt my tears starting to pool back in my eyes.

The nasty feeling of guilt and fear of rejection started enveloping me back again and I suddenly felt nauseous.

As if sensing my discomfort, my brother hugged me close to him and gave me a soft lingering, brotherly kiss on my lips which always calmed me down and ran his fingers in all shapes over my back.

“Relax Jax. Just relax and stop thinking such negative things”, he sternly but softly said.

“I am scared”, I said as I clung to his neck and refused to get away from that position.

“You very well know that she loves you, Jax. Just give her some time and let her come around. I am sure that football captain incident was some messed up prank”, he cooed to calm me down.

“I completely lost it when that bastard pulled her to himself and tried to kiss her”, I confessed quietly.

“I know that babe. It’s natural what you did. It’s a pity that Xel took it otherwise when you didn’t intervene”, Kai replied sadly.

“I didn’t want my wolf to kill that bastard”, I sobbed. “Even though I badly wanted to so I just gave her a smirk and walked away”, I narrated.

“I know that, baby”, Kai said gently and caressed my head which rested on his chest.

“She simply slapped the boy herself and walked away, and then she blamed me for the incident even though I had no hand in it ! I simply laughed off my anger and told her that I didn’t care if she whored away and fled away from there”, I admitted with a sob.

“It’s ok, Jax. She just does that to get your attention, and it’s only a matter of five days, my boy, and then you will be my son in law”, Kai laughed, and I playfully punched him as I broke into a smile through my tears.

“You are the worst”, I sulked, and he chuckled.

“By the way brothers and sons in law are not meant to kiss their brothers and fathers in law respectively”, Kai teased, and I instantly flipped us over and tickled him so bad till he cried for mercy.

I felt my normal self again, and I was so thankful to have such an understanding and awesome brother.

This insanely dramatic life of mine wouldn’t have been easy to live if it were not for him and Ty who kept me sane all these years.

I hope that my wait won’t go in vain.

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// Family Tree

(a) Sextuplet siblings:

1. Kai

2. Ryder

3. Jax

4. Aira

5. Samantha

6. Joy

(b) Xel's Dads:

1. Kai (Xel calls him 'dy'- short for daddy)- Kai is a werewolf alpha

2. Ty (Xel calls him 'dad')- Ty is a dragon