Chapter Seventeen
I don’t think I have ever enjoyed a vacation this much. I haven’t had time to read at all and that’s very unusual for me. I always take time to read and usually I finish both books. This time I haven’t even been able to finish chapter 4 of Jane Eyre. I have been so focused on Rich and trying to figure out my feelings towards him and just spend as much time as possible with him.
During the two weeks we’ve been here I have started to realize that Rich was right, I can sense his feeling develop at a rapid pace and I don’t know whether to be happy or scared. I’m still just smitten, my feelings haven’t developed that much, a little yes, I just won’t allow myself to take things faster with my feelings than this. I don’t want to end up hurt. And I don’t want to be the one who
