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Day 68, Monday, October 27
Time to rethink everything about this project.
I was eating in the cafeteria today with Amanda and Jordan, and had the brief fear that Greg would show up despite what happened at the party. But when ten minutes went by and he still wasn’t there, I felt like I could relax. Hopefully he’s gone back to his off-campus lunches. Hopefully he’s gone back to his pre-me life. I’m certainly ready to get back to a life without dating. What a disaster that was.
I said something to Amanda about how at least now I could stay awake during lunch again, and Jordan asked me what that was about.
“It was weird,” I said. “Every time I was around Greg, it’s like someone hit me with the doze stick. I had this wave of sleep come over me.”
“Hmm.” Jordan took another bite of his
