Am pregnant for the Alpha who hates me

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.,Lyric pov

“Lyric, you have to woke up and at least have something to eat.” My mom pleaded with me but I did not care . What was important now was actually not food at all but it was instead something that was actually far beyond that . it was the fact that I had lost my mate in just a blink of an eye .

I had lost Zac, I had lost the Alpha who was my mate . He did not reject me , he allowed and allowed and mated with me . He claimed me and even marked me . I had the best time in my life but then just like that he said he did not want to see me together with my parents any where near the pack .

This was going to kill me so hard. What was the main reason behind this sudden activity ? That was what actually going to make me lose my mind . At least he could have done that to me but not with my parents.

They were getting old, they needed a place to settle without having to loom from pack to pack .Who will want to welcome people like us to their pack, I swear i did not know what more to do.

I was now going to remain without a mate for the rest of my life . I knew my parents were very devastated but they are just trying to act like all was okay .

“I have told you mom, I don’t to eat anything .” I mistakenly yelled at my mom. It really was not my intention to do so but I could not help .

“Oh , you have to be strong unless when you want the two of us to also die once you die .Though I was distressed and all that , those words from my mom were enough to make me seat upright . Anything can happen to me and spare my parents.

Though they were homeless and did not belong to any pack, I did not care . I still treasured them with all my heart.

“Now begin to eat .” mom said putting gulps of food into my mouth from time to time until I assured her that I was okay . The first seven days from the time we left the blue moon pack were so difficult for me . I spent most of the time crying .

Mom , on the other hand was always there comforting me and telling me that everything will be okay . It has some how tried to comfort me but I can assure you that the pain of confusion will never go away . we managed to rent out a small house in the country side where they don’t know us completely .

We were going to begin our life here . I hoped that I could forget Zac. However even if I was able to forget him I still wanted to know the reason why he did what he did. It will surely drive me insane if am not able to get the real reason why he did it.

The next few days we went around trying to see if we could at least get some little work which could enable us to get something to eat but the fact was things were not easy at all. Getting work in this part of the country was not any easy at all.

It was only a little work of those who wanted to do them laundry . How life had changed so much in a nick of time.

“We managed to get something for today .” Mom exclaimed as we entered the kitchen to prepare the rice and eggs for supper . it was such a very exhausting day . I needed to eat something and rest. I knew we were going to be able to make it through this .

“I think I will have the dinner getting ready as you rest .” Mom said the moment I went into the kitchen to help her .

“No no , mom . We are both tired and I think we should cook together and then we shall do the rest together .”I told her. I hated how mom treated me .She thought I was so pained with everything that had happened and so I deserved to be left all alone most of the time but that was not what it was.

I had knew I was going through a lot but I was again not going to act as though I was that desperate. My wolf had taken some days without interlinking with me . I did not know but maybe she was angry with me for the banishment but I had nothing to do with that .

“No girl , I will do this . I think you know very well right from the start that I have been doing this.’’ She insisted but of course I was not going to let her keep doing everything as if I was actually not in the house .

“Okay , but first get me my phone in the bedroom.” I practically run into the bedroom to get the phone . By the time I got back she was beginning to mix the eggs. Suddenly , I was feeling uneasy by the smell of the eggs. I tried to control myself but it was actually becoming so hard for me to do so.

Shortly after that I felt like I really wanted to throw out . I run off as fast as my legs could carry me to the bedroom. If I did not do it first then I could end up making the tiny house so dirty . I throw out so much like I had actually eaten something that I was actually not supposed to eat . This went on for about five complete minutes until when I finally felt I could get out .

I found my mom standing by the bathroom door her hands akimbo.

“What is the matter ?” she asked me concern in her voice the moment I exited the bathroom.

“nothing mom, I just did not like the smell of those eggs.’’ I said not actually giving it much thought .

“Oh , that is rare but I think you need to rest , I will prepare dinner as we wait for your father to return from work, Hope he was able to get a job . I did not resist . The fact is that after that too much throwing out I felt a bit weak.

I went through to the bedroom so that I could lie on the bed. I was surely feeling so strange. I was feeling things that I had never felt in my life . My mate had actually denounced me and sent me away from the pack together with my parents but that is not enough .

This was actually different , I was feeling completely different . As I laid on the bed , I suddenly felt like needed throw out . it was so sudden and so I had to run as quick as possible to my tiny washroom to throw out .

I was really weakening with the too much throw out that I was doing . My wolf was on the other side not talking to me . It was the only way I could overcome this .