Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 5

Christmas went good even though I was cant stop crying since I made out with Puck and he left me in my room. It was kind of made me miss him. But glad that Finn didnt notice that I was crying.

Or he might be notice it but he pretend like he doesnt care. Sam already moved out from my house since his dad got a job back in Lima and he go back stay with his parents which means that I dont have to act anymore even in our house.

Sam and I are still dating. A fake dating actually. But I really want to end this because I really miss Puck and I miss everything on Puck.

"Late christmas present since I almost forget to give you this after I moved out from your house." Sam suddenly standing next to me and shows me a box.

"What is this?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Just open that." Sam smiles at me.

I take that box and open it but suddenly gasped because he gave me a snow globe that I really wanted that day.

"Sam, this is beautiful. How could you still remember that? Thank you so much." I smile at him.

"You gave me a geography book and a globe so I can make difference between France and Italy." Sam says innocently.

"Because you're a genius one." I giggle.

Sam just giggle at me. I keep holding that snow globe and looking at it. How the snow fall down and this is really beautiful.

Suddenly a ball crashed my snow globe until it makes me lost control and my snow globe fall down to the ground and the glasses brokes.

My happines disappear in one blink of an eye. That guy who throws that ball just look at us and run off because he is afraid that we would mad at him.

"Hey get back here and apologize!" Sam shouts and about to get him.

I catch Sam's hand to make him stop and I shake my head. "It's okay." I said to him and let my head down.

Sam didnt say anything until he suddenly hugs me tight. "I'm so sorry, I will get him for you and ask him for the new one." He said and rubs my back.

Tears slowly fall down to my face. I'm crying because I'm disappointed with this. "It's okay, Sam." I'm sobbing.

Sam pushes my body away slowly and then wipe my tears and hold my hand. "We will buy the another one after school, okay. Dont cry I'm still have another money to buy that." Sam says to me.

"It's fine. You dont need to buy it for me." I said to Sam.

"You really want that snow globe but then it broke. I dont want to see you cry anymore, E. It's already sucks to saw you cry like every day during christmas week because of Puck." Sam keep holding my hand and look at me.

"I wont cry anymore and you dont have to buy me that." I half-smiled at Sam.

"Sam!" A guy called Sam.

Sam turns around then turn his face back at me. "I have to go. But dont go away after the school end. Dont cry anymore." Sam strokes my hair then walks off.

I just scoffing and turn my face back to my locker. Sam is such a sweet fake boyfriend one. But since we made this fake relationship, I just consider him as my best friend. No more than that.

I shut my locker and walk to the girls toilet. Only fifteen minutes before the school end. I enter the empty girls toilet and walk to the empty closet to pee.

After that I was about to went out from the closet but suddenly Mercedes walks in and crying so I decided to hide myself back to the closet but look at her a bit until Rachel, Tina, and Santana follows them.

They wearing same black dress and seems like they have been perform something. Oh I'm forget that this week is Mr. Schue's glee club assignment in order to help him propose Ms. Pillsburry and seems like everyone shows him a song to sing.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Santana asks Mercedes.

"That song was so... It was so beautiful and moving. The first person I thought of wasn't Shane. It was Sam. I don't know. I thought it was in the past." Mercedes's sobbing.

"Yeah, I think you just need to take it slow, okay? And listen to your heart." Rachel says.

"I dont know. Sam gave me a cute christmas present then after that we kissed. I mean he has a girlfriend and I dont want to cheat behind Shane's back or let him cheat behind Emily's back." Mercedes says.

"That's cruel." Tina says.

"I know. I know that." Mercedes sighs.

"You cant ruin someone relationship, Mercedes. They're dating since Sam started to live in Emily's house and then Finn saw them both cuddle in the living room." Rachel says to Mercedes.

"I know that." Mercedes wipe her tears.

"We better get out from here." Tina says to the others.

They nodded and then went out from girls toilet. I dont know what should I do right now. I feel like I ruin Sam and Mercedes love things. But I'm still need Sam to get Puck back. I know I'm selfish one.

I went out from the closet and looking myself at the mirror. It's not really bad. I wash my face to clean my bruise eyes because of crying after that I put a little make up on my face.

The bells already ring and the school is over. I went out from the girls toilet and turn my way to my locker to get my bag then go home before Sam really kidnap me and want me to buy another snow globe.

"Where the hell are you going to? The parking lot is over there." Sam suddenly catches my hand.

"Sam, you dont need to buy me that snow globe." I said to Sam.

"Alright but I want to take you to somewhere." Sam says to me.

"For what?" I raise my eyebrows.

"A best friend gift. I just realized that only you who can understands me." Sam says to me.

"Okay but no snow globe anymore because I'm afraid that my cat will break it." I said to Sam.

He built a smile on his face. "Yes. Dont worry about that."

"Alright take me to a place you want, baby." I smirk at Sam.

Sam cover my face with his whole hands. "You scared me." Sam says and walks off.

"Ugh idiot." I roll my eyes and walk off follow him.

We finally arrived in front of the main exit of McKinley. Sam is ready to ride his bike. I just hold my sleeve because it's really cold outside.

"Come on." Sam says to me.

"Fine." I simply said then standing behind him on the pedal.

I hold his shoulder and he start riding the bike. It's really cold actually so I wrap my hand around his shoulder to make me feel freezing.

"Where are we going to?" I ask Sam.

"Somewhere. And I promise you wont be freezing there." Sam says as he is still riding the bike.

"How could you know that I'm freezing?"

"You really hold me really tight. And you shivering." Sam says and riding faster.

I just being quiet. I dont know but I feel like Sam is really sweet even though he is only my fake boyfriend. And he is kinda cute, lovely, warm, and trustfull. So opposite with Puck.

Hold up, what the hell am I talking about? Oh come on, we just trapped in this fake relationship because of Finn. Besides that I'm still in love with Puck. No one else.

Sam finally stop riding the bike. I jump from the bike and hold my sleeve. I look around but there are no place for us that we can use to take shelter.

"You want to kill me here?" I raise my eyebrows at Sam.

"We have a warm place. There." Sam simply said and points to a tree.

I turn my face and look up until I see a mini house on the tree. "House tree?" I raise my eyebrows at Sam.

"Yep, my secret hiding place and since you are my best friend you can hide yourself there. Come on." Sam says and start climbing the tree to get there.

I just let out a sigh and then follow him to climbing that tree using a stairs made by some wooden and ropes until we got into that tree house.

"What if a thunderstorm rumbling and burn this house?" I ask Sam.

"Well it wont be happen." Sam simply said and give me a glass of hot chocolate from a mini thermos.

"But it's cool." I said to him.

"This is my secret place and I only tell this to you." Sam grins at me.

"Sam, I wanna tell you something." I turn my face at him.

"What?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"That day right after we bough christmas gift for Mercedes. I made out with Puck in my room." I sigh.

"I already knew about that. I saw him went out from your room in hurry and he just half-smiled at me." Sam chuckles.

"And you dont mad at me?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Nope. Why should I? Isnt that one of our plan?" Sam chuckles.

"Yeah it is." I simply nodded and turn my face to a cup of hot chocolate in front of me.

"I kissed Mercedes right after I gave her the christmas gift." Sam suddenly said.

"I already knew that." I simply said.

"Because you saw her walk out and half-smiled at you too?" Sam frowns.

"Nope, I accidentally eavesdrop her conversation with the glee club girls in the girls toilet." I said to him.

"And you dont mad at me?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"Since you didnt mad at me because I made out with Puck so I wont mad at you." I chuckle.

"We are the weirdest couple in the world." Sam laughs.

"Because we dont fight when both of us kissed another guy and girl? That's stupid actually." I chuckle.

"You want to fight with me?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"You want me to slap your face and yell at you because you kissed Mercedes?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Haha I should be the one who slap you first because you made out with Puck." Sam laughs.

"No way. You cant hurt a girl." I shake my head and laugh.

"Glad to see you can laugh like this." Sam smiles at me.

"Am I look like a someone who really desperate in love?" I frown at him.

"Not really but everytime I look your puffy eyes and makes me think that the others think that I hurt you every day." Sam says.

"You didnt hurt me. You're such a good friend for me. Well, as you know that since Santana and Brittany become a part of The Troubletones and they start dating and then it seems like I lost my best friends. I have to live under pressure and listen to all Quinn's threaten about Puck. Listen to Finn and Kurt talking about their loves one but they never want to hear mine so only you here. And you are just like a best friend for me. And if Finn didnt spread the rumours about our cuddle. It wouldnt happened." I chuckle.

"This is your senior year. Just enjoy with that. You are better than what other people think. You are not like those cheerios girl. And stop listen to Quinn's threaten. She just trying to break you down and when you down, she will laugh out loud so you have to get up and show her than she cant break your down." Sam says to me.

"You know what? You are smart. You're genius and wise. You're not stupid like what other people said, Sam. You're just kooky and when I'm with you I feel like I found my kooky world." I chuckle.

"Are we like two kookies world?" Sam chuckles.

"I guess so." I chuckle. "By the way, what you usually doing here?"

"I usually play a guitar here or take nap since nobody can find me here." Sam answer and take his guitar.

He start playing his guitar and singing while he is sitting down in front of me and smiles at me.

Sam:

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips

And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.

You're trying hard not to show it

But baby, baby I know it

Emily and Sam:

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling,

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Sam:

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes

When I reach for you.

And now you're starting to criticize little things I do.

It makes me just feel like crying

'Cause baby, something beautiful's dying

Emily and Sam:

You lost that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling,

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah

We had a love, a love, a love you don't find everyday

Sam:

Oh, babe

Emily:

Oh, baby

Emily and Sam:

So don't, don't, don't, don't let it slip away

Sam:

Baby (Emily: Baby!) Yeah

Emily and Sam:

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,

and I can't go on,

Sam:

Whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa

We ended up our song with looking at each other until Sam pushes his face closer to me and cup my cheek then kisses me softly. I dont know what should I do but my heart said that I have to kiss him back so I kiss him back until we pull our lips each other.

We stop kissing and turn our face and it become awkward. Seriously, this is first time I feel like something when Sam kissed me. God, what's wrong with me?

"You want this hot chocolate again?" Sam asks me.

"No, thank you because if I drink that too much, I feel like I wanna take a pee every minute." I shake my head.

"I talk to my swimmer club and they want to help Mr. Schue for the proposal thing." Sam says.

"So you mean that we will dance and sing in the pool?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yes. Why?"

"I tell you a secret. I cant swim." I simply said.

"Dont worry, I'll be there and we wont swim. The pool is only 1 meter so you will be fine since you are taller than that water." Sam says to me.

"Promise me that there is no swim or anything?" I raise my eyebrows.

"I promise you." Sam rolls his eyes.

"Well, can you ride me back home?" I ask him.

"You want to go home now? We can take a nap together here." Sam smirks at me.

"Uh since when you become pervert like Puck?" I roll my eyes.

"Haha just kidding. Alright, a boyfriend should carry to wherever his girlfriend want to go." Sam says.

"There is only two of us so stop talking about our relationship because it's kinda disgusting." I said to Sam.

"That's not disgusting. This is funny." Sam chuckles.

"I want to go home now, trouty." I groan.

"Fine." Sam rolls his eyes and climbing down from this house tree.

I take my ransel and climbing down from that house tree. "Seriously, if I were alone, I can get in but I cant get out." I said while climbing down.

My feet is trying to reach another stairs but I cant get that because it's really stick and suddenly an insect that I dont know hanging on my hand.

I lost control and I feel like I'm flying. Maybe that's the effect because I jumped. "Oh no!" I close my eyes and I hope that I fall to the pillow of snow.

"Got ya!"

I open my eyes and Sam hold me bridal style and look onto my eyes deeply. I just can look onto his beautiful green eyes then stand up from his body.

"I'm sorry." I said to him.

"It's okay." Sam says and start riding the bike.

"I can go home alone, I guess." I simply said to him.

"You're freezing and I wont let you go home alone. Come on." Sam says to me.

"Can we just take a walk? I cant handle the cold wind or I will get nosebleed." I said to Sam.

"Alright." Sam says and move his bike near that tree then lock it so no one can steal it away.

I walk off from that place and holding my hand because it's really cold. I hate winter sometimes. Suddenly Sam takes my right hand and wear a handgloves that he took from his right hand to my right hand.

After that he takes my left hand with his right hand and hold it then he put our hand inside the pocket of his coat. I turn my face at him and he just half-smiled at me as we still walking together.

I dont know but I feel like my heart beats so fast right now. And Puck didnt come to my mind everytime I'm around him. What this is?

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I'm laying my body on my bed with my fat cat ontop of me. Finn is busy playing games like usuall.

"Tell me, what is this?" Kurt suddenly walks in and shows us a ring box.

"That's mine!" Finn shouts and takes that from Kurt's hand.

"But isnt that a girl's ring?" I frown at Finn.

"Fine! I proposed Rachel yesterday because she was really sweet when she sang Without You in glee club and it seems like I cant live without her." Finn says.

"You already tell this to our parents?" Kurt asks.

Finn shake his head slowly. "Not yet."

"Finn, how could you...." Kurt frowns.

"I will tell them okay." Finn protest.

"Finn, you're seventeenth and you want to end up your future with getting married? I mean, you still have a bright future." I frown at Finn.

"Yes and you should tell this to our parents. You cant do this alone and pretend like you can do anything you want to do, Finn." Kurt added.

"Rachel havent give me her answer, okay. Can you both just stop being so weird like this." Finn frowns at Kurt and I.

"We are your siblings and you should tell us first." Kurt answer.

"And seriously, you already know that Rachel is your true love?" I raise my eyebrows at Finn.

"Love is a love, E. And what do you know about love? Nothing! You're just a little girl who afraid to face the world!" Finn yells at me.

"And why you yelled at me? I'm just asking. I mean, you make your own decisions and this is such a big decisions." I frown at Finn.

"This is my life and why do you care?!" Finn yells.

"Finn!" Kurt shouts. "She is your twin sister!"

"I care because you're my twin brother, Finn. I care because I cared about you more than yourself." Tears slowly fall down to my face.

"No, you didnt care. You just dont like Rachel and you cant deal with that." Finn protest.

"I care about your future, Finn Hudson!" I yell. "The question is, have you ever care about me? When I'm down, where are you? You went out with Rachel and forced me to listen to your story afterwards. You even didnt ask me, am I fine or not. You know what? I lose Santana and I feel like all those glee club girls hated me. I'm lonely, and I needed my brother but where are you? Because you always with your girlfriend!" I yell at him and walk off.

"Stop blaming someone because of something that you dont understand, Finn. We care about you!" Kurt yells at Finn.

I'm sitting down on the sofa in the living room and still crying. I cant believe that Finn could say that things to me. I mean, I love him and care about his future.

I was there and help him to find a job when he was struggling because of Quinn's lying and told him that her unborn baby was his. I gave all my save money to Finn to pay the baby sonogram. But what he has done to me?

"Hey come here. I love you and you still have me. I know that we are not a biological siblings but your mom really gave me an amazing step-sister." Kurt sit down next to me and hugs me.

"I'm lonely, Kurt." I'm crying.

"Ssshh I'm here. Dont worry, I'm here. Finn just blind because of love." Kurt comforts me.

I'm still crying in his hug. I cant believe that Finn really did this to me. Seriously, this is break my heart.