I've been in this washrooms I can't tell for how long crying my eyes out, I don't know if Trevor has been looking for me because I immediately switched off my phone when I got here. It's his fault, I didn't want to come to this interview in the first place but since he didn't want me to go to that college party he made me come here and look at how it ended, with me crying in the washrooms and him probably enjoying the limelight. Just because we are doing this fake relationship thing he thinks he can control me, he thinks he can make decisions for me, he doesn't even consider my feelings. Lillian wasn't interviewing me, she was interrogating me, it's like something or someone was pushing her to make me look guilty in front of the whole world. Well she did a good job because after this me