so many times

darkness and bright blue eyes is all I see I follow the sound of slight breathing I faster I go the the quiter the breathing becomes the eyes become lighter and I never see the face the eyes belong to. I think I'm getting closer and I trip I never feel the floor under my hands and knees as I always jolt awake. looking at my phone I see it 5:30 in the morning again another early start to my morning not that I mind I slip into my running gear hide me key in my letter box and plug in my ear phones and run. some times I feel like I'm running away from my problems but when I stop they hit me full on in the face blue eyes and the sound of breathing. turning round and running back the way I can I see my dainty little house come into view. Two bedrooms all for myself. I lost my perants a few years ago I actually don't know what happened to them, I say I lost them because I don't know if they are dead or alive but I like my quite life without anybody init. being 20 there's nothing holding me back. I've never had a boyfriend as all boys say I'm too closed off well I don't mind I don't need man I look at the time again and realise I'm going to be late I have 15 minutes to get showered and dressed and get to work. I arrived at work at 7 a lovely little cafe just on the outskirts of the busy city it's popular for the business men and women wanting to get fuled for the work day head. hello benny are we ready to open yet. just give it five minutes lil let the grill and coffee time to get going then we will open. with that said I slip on the coffee makers and everything else that needs to be turned on and wipe down the counter before we flip that sign around.