He's A Kid

Two

"KEN! WAKE YOUR FOGGOT ASS UP!!."the devil shouted while banging on my bedroom door.

I groan and dug my nails into my pillow.I hate my life so much.

I sat up in the bed and look around my room.I hate my life.This is something you will hear regularly. I walked into my bathroom and strip my clothes off.I took a quick shower,putting on some clothes and grabbing my things and trying to head down the stairs without the devil seeing me but he was in the living room.

"Don't be home until 6 today".he growled."Maddie will be here".

"Bye dad".I mumbled and head out the door,hearing him mumble a 'faggot' as I close the door.I walked to the cafe to get something to eat.I sat at my usual seat and ate my break fast,looking out the big window.

When I was finish I walked to school.

I hate school as well just like i hate my life.I had a wonderful life once,when my mother was alive.When she died my father started drinking and now he's a alcoholic freak who brings home slut every night and took his angry out on me not caring what the situation is.I got alot of bruises from him but no scars and thank god for that.My skin was flawless and I would like to keep it that way.I thought about cutting once but that would just ruin my 'beautiful skin'.Mom words not mine.I walked into school and to my locker,I saw everyone else having talks with their friends and playing around but me.I grab my books and head off to my first class.I have no friends because I push everyone away when my mom died and I like it this way.The next thing that annoys me the most is when someone finds out my mom is dead and then say 'im sorry'.sorry is just a damn word now a days and I'm tired of hearing it.

Everyone came in and so did the teacher and she began her lesson.

This is the only class I love,I miss school alot and I try hard to keep up with the rest of the students.When I'm not in school it's either because I'm sick,too bruise to move or too many visible bruises.I brought up my homework and started my work.Tomorrow is Saturday and dad is going to work.My favorite game station is opening soon and I cant wait,it's the only place that I go and get away from that hell hole I call home.The game store is called cyber box and there's suppose to be a new owner.

Lunch time came around and I bought my lunch with me into an empty class room,I sat in the classroom by myself and ate my lunch while playing angry birds.

When lunch was up I took my books and decided to go to the library.When ever I wanted time to my self away from most of the students I go to the library. I took up a Shakespeare book and sat down near the window in the library,I pulled off my jacket.Seeing the big purple color with faded black out line.I kind of pissed off my dad last night.I was in my room minding my own business and he called me down to meet one of his slut, I didn't wanted to talk to her so I just nod or shrug at everything she said.Then she ask if I hate her and I nod.

"Can you give me a minute with my son please babe ".that's what my dad said and she went up to his room.

He turn to me and grab me by my arm.

"Make a noise and I will kill you".he hiss quietly."Now do you hate her?".

Being the stubborn one I gave him the answer he didn't wanted.

"Yea I do".

That's when he punch me in my stomach and in my arm,when I fell he kick me in my side but I couldn't make a noise.He bent down infront of me and ask again.

"Do you hate her?".

And I shook my head and he smile and walk up the stairs.

I really hate my life.

I started reading my book.I like Shakespeare books.They are the only books I find interesting.I read read the book for an hour and put it back to go to my next class.Which was gym and I hate it alot.I changed in my gym clothes and sat on the bleachers.Now that I have another free class as I would call it cause I don't do anything in this class. I will tell you about myself.

My name is Ken Brian, I'm 16 years old and you know I live with the devil,I don't have any siblings oviously and my favourite color is black and white,my favourite movie is prayers for bobby and lies in plain sight,my favorite artist is Adam Lambert and hozier.I like the song take me to church and same love. I like to skateboard sometimes.Im 5'6 and I have brown hair,pale flawless skin,blue eyes and pink lips.I am gay if I haven't said that yet.

The end of the day I made my way into the woods since I can't go home until six today.I always come to the woods it's a place where I just lay in the grass and forget that I'm living my life in hell.I love this place its just pieceful away from all troubles.Theres alot of animals here and there and lake.I hate water,not like taking shower but I hate pools and river and lakes and those body of waters.My mom drown and I just hate water.You might think I'm crazy but sometime I close my eyes and imagine my mom was here with me.

I miss here so much,if she was alive my life wouldn't be like this.Now I know she was the most important thing to me because she took half of me with her.

I bought my dinner when it was time to go back home and walked to my house.I open the door and my dad was on the couch sleeping,more like knocked out from all the alcohol he drank.I went up to my room and close the door,I took a quick shower and

Ate on my bed while watching tv.When I felt like going to bed I turn off the tv and went under the covers. I close my eyes and tought about how much I hate my life.