Logan I stood back, giving Autumn room to breathe. I couldn't believe what she had said. Scared of disappointing me? As if that were possible. So far she had done everything right. What in the f**k had this prick done to her? Or said to her to make her think she wasn't good enough? Did she say they only slept together 5 times in 13 years? How is that even possible? I couldn't come up with anything other than Paul being an alien or gay. I wanted her. And she said out loud that she wanted me. It would be easy to convince her to give in right here and now. And I know we'd both enjoy it. But when I thought about it I realized, I didn't want to disappoint her either. I had to do this right. If I wanted her in my life. Did I want this woman in my life? We didn't know each other that well. And