It's like a void. A dark void. A never ending dark void that consumes everything, and it consumed me whole. I was left feeling nothing. Empty. hollow.
Now when I ponder over my life, my everything, the emptiness was always there; I just considered myself decent at hiding it, masking it with normal human emotions.
When I say the emptiness was always there, I mean it. It was there, when Rafe you used to hide things from me or acted doubtful. Or when he killed a man at the bar. The emptiness was there when he revealed his actual identify to me. The emptiness was there, when we were making love or he was f*****g me. The emptiness was there when I was leaving him, to go back to my parents house after graduation. The emptiness was there when he dragged me to Italy with me.
The emptiness was
