SHINE

Regret

Shaya's POV:

Ian is a very good friend. He is always very cheerful and kind hearted. He is very protective. I must say he will be a great Beta... I saw Lumaks eye rolling. He asked very rudely

Lumak: "what are you doing here?"

Ian:" seriously bro... you are asking me?... really... I mean ... you are the one who disappeared in the middle of training... you blocked ur mindlink... you didn't return your home... you were not in the school as well and it's almost time to go for camp and I guess you didn't finish or even start your packing. Moreover your dad asked me to find you and bring you home. and here you are asking me what am I doing here? "

Lumak: Ok... Ok ... it's fine... I am sorry now let's leave then alright!"

he turn me and helped me out from this pond. I wanted to ask him why did he block his mind link? I was about to ask he say "bye" and I lose my words so I replied by waving my hand. everything else is ok but he blocked his mind link.... why?

Lumak's POV:

While I was talking to her through mind link my beta Ian was trying to talk to me couse I left in the middle of our training without saying a word so he was trying to reach me and I knew it so I blocked my mind link so that I can spent some time alone with her. This is very rare chance and I don't want to miss it. We usually met in school or friends or family get togethers so we didn't get any alone time.. I mean I want but I don't know about her feelings yet.

After sitting next to her I splash water on her because I want to cheer her up and make her think something else ...I can see how sad she was and it hurts.... like I said I splash water on her again and ran . I knew she would react and she did but unfortunately or maybe fortunately she hit a rock and we end up in the pond. At first I was tensed maybe it might hurt her but when she splash water on me and said she is ok and laugh it made my day really. I don't know what I was thinking but I lose control over me. I close the gap between us. I can hear her heart beat increase so am I...... I want tell her how much she means to me. How much I like her, I want her as my MATE. But out of nowhere my beta appears and put water on my dreams. when he asked "what are we doing in the pond" I really got annoyed and instead of giving answer I asked what was he doing here? I know it may sound rude but I can't help my self being annoyed. But I regret after asking cause he spill out everything Infront of her like I closed my mind link and etc ... etc.... . I said hurriedly " ok... ok.. it's fine ... I am sorry .. now let's leave then alright!" I didn't know what she will think about me so after helping her out from the pond I said "bye" ... I am afraid that I couldn't give any answer for the question she might asked. I saw her confuse look. she wave her hand so I wave back to her before leaving with my beta.

Shaya's POV:

I came back to my house luckily mom and dad wasn't at home yet so I don't have to talked to them right now. I am tired... tired of arguing... tired of fighting for my own right that they are not going to give me at any cost. It makes me feel like I am useless and I hate the feeling Moreover I am still made at them and not ready to forgive and I need some space, some rest mentally... I guess...

I took a shower and wore a home clothes, I don't think I have a reason to go out. I lay down on my sleeping bed and buried my self under the pillows I was thinking about Lumak... why did he block his mind link. may be he wanted spent time with me or some other reason that I don't know. But the way he was starting at me in the pond I am sure he was about to say something... something important maybe but what?? I saw his eyes were glowing than before.... uhhh or maybe I am just overthinking.....am I ?

And there a knock came on my door and interrupt on my thoughts. "Princess" I heard my mom's voice

MOM: "please dear... open the door ... come down and have dinner with us..."

Shaya:" please mom go... I don't have any appetite... and let me remind you I am still mad so let me be with my self "

MOM:" I know baby and I am sorry... listen if u don't want us to talk then we will stay silent I promise... look I have cooked ur favourite dishes at least come and have a look dear... it's not good to sleep with empty stomach and I know u skip ur lunch too... " I heard my mom's sigh because I didn't reply. I don't want to talk with them right now.

After a second a knock came again and this time it's dad for sure.

Dad: "come on princess... let's have dinner...."

shaya: "please dad leave me alone. I don't want to eat right now "

Dad: "ok fine... no pressure... if u don't want eat with us it's ok I understand but please eat before sleeping... I heard my dad's foot steps fading away..