Lumak's POV:
I was happy.... happy to see her again....I want to talk to her so I walked towards them... but before I could say anything my best friend said "wow".... I really got annoyed.... but when she turns..... I forgot.... I forgot everything for a second.... only a smile appears on my face....but when Ian asked them are they impatiently waiting for their mate ... it faded.... yeah... he is right there will be different peoples from different packs at ball party .... i don't want anyone to be closer to her... if she wear this I bet no man can take thire eye from her... with that thought I heard my wolf growling.... and moreover when Ian tease them she didn't say no...... why? Is she really waiting for her mate to be from another pack? and it hurts a lot that I am barely managing to control grey... he was growling inside me.. he was afraid while we are waiting for to make sure that she is our mate or not... someone else didn't steal her from us....
when we were eating everyone was talking and laughing.... but I was busy at talking to Grey.... and controlling our feelings......
Grey:" let's confess her right now? " he growled
Lumak: " you were the one who said to wait.... and What's now?"
Grey: "yeah but I don't want lose her.... I think we have to talk to your dad about this feeling... he might know what to do!"
Lumak:" yeah.... I guess u are right!"
but before that I want ask her Is she really wants her mate to be from another pack...? or didn't she have any feelings for me like I have......? I know all the time I couldn't take my eyes from her but by thinking her being with someone else I couldn't control my feelings... I like her ... or .. I think I love her.....
when we finally finished our meal I mindlink to Ian....
Lumak:" Can you drop lizi home? I will go with shaya"
Ian:"dude.... What's going on ? you were staring at her all the time and I guess everyone noticed it ...even her.."
Lumak" please do as I say.... I want to talk to her and I will tell you but not now later...."
Ian:" Okey " when we end our conversation Ian told them that he will drop lizi and I will drop shaya if they are ok with it...they nod to agreeing so we left on our own ways....
while walking towards her home.... whole the time I was wondering how to ask her...? I was surprised when she asked me
Shaya: " are you alright?"
Lumak:" yeah .. I mean I think so...." and again we went to silent for a while but I don't know from where I got the courage to hold her hand.... yes I did... I hold her hand to stop her... I was looking direct to her eye and I said
Lumak:" I guess I am not" I can see her shocked expression...but she didn't say anything... or I didn't wait for her to reply...I asked
Lumak:" Are you really expecting your mate to be from another pack?
Shaya:"why did you ask? " with a confuse look on her face she ask a question to me instead of giving answer to mine....
Lumak:"when Ian tease you both earlier in mall... u didn't say no!" I was waiting for her to reply
Shaya:"I didn't say yes either" I saw a smile appears on her lips...
I raised my eyebrows and asked
Lumak:" So.... are really impatient to see your mate" I look deep in her eyes... she keep staring at me for a moment and bow her head as if she remembered something.... hurt's her....
Shaya:" yeah... I am .... but I am not sure that I will have a mate or not... as u know I don't have a wolf....."
Lumak:" don't say that....." after a deep breath I continue " what if you already have a mate but you didn't realise it yet..?
she looked at me surprisingly....
Shaya:" then I will wait... until him to confess...." a smile appear on my lips...
Lumak:" Maybe sooner....." I couldn't complete my sentence I hear shaya's mom voice.... wait...... we are right Infront of her home and I didn't realise it.... and I was still holding her hand.... and I like the feeling I mean holding hands....
Melissa:" Good evening Alpha Lumak.... Why don't you join to have dinner with us...? she bow her head to respect me ..
.. I really want but I don't think it's a good idea to stay here any longer plus I have to talk dad as soon as possible so... Lumak:" Good evening miss Melissa.... I am sorry but not today maybe some other time... thanks but I guess I have to leave now.... I smile and
Lumak:" Shaya.... see you at school..." but I couldn't leave without saying so I whispered just make sure only she listens.
Lumak:" At the party.... just wait for me.... " I smile and I saw her eyes lit up and a smile appeared on her sweet lips where I want kiss badly....I am done... I couldn't act like a friend anymore I want her not as a friend but my mate..I want others to know that she is mine... I want hold her hand while walking...I want hug her .... kiss her .... sleep with her..... wake up with her.... protect her...and I don't mind if she had a wolf or not I want her... it really doesn't matter to me ... I know she will be a great Luna but before i confess I have to talk my dad as soon as possible.... I guess he will give us a solution for that so I couldn't wait any longer.... I call him through mindlink
Lumak:" Dad.... I want to talk to u.... can we?"
Dad:" yeah.... I was about to call u....I am in my office ...."