Log Entry 05.18.3021, 18:11 hours Tonight Ansel got us all together in the lounge. He had us sit down, but he wouldn’t stop pacing, just kept passing us, back and forth and back and forth and… “Jesus,” Paol said. “Just tell us already, Ansel, will you? Stop walking all over the damn place and tell us what it is you’ve got to say.” Ansel looked at me, and I knew. I could see the pain in his eyes and I just knew. “Oh, God,” I moaned. I covered my face with my hands. I feel better today, well enough to leave the lab, and earlier Rion managed to get me up against the wall in the lavatory when the others weren’t around. I kissed him and held him and rubbed against him, promising I’d be even better tomorrow, and then in a few more days we’d lie together again. I couldn’t wait to