You know how everyone says that holidays are awesome? Well, I didn’t feel that way right now. My autumn break wasn’t going so well. Alana and Chace were avoiding eachother, I was avoiding Trystan, and Ryan was trying to call me. I knew that I needed to talk to Ryan and Trystan, but I couldn’t bring myself to. I was scared. I was really scared. I had never really been scared of talking, but what happened made my palms sweaty. I didn’t know who to talk to first. Trystan, about kissing me? Or Ryan about hitting Trystan and being possessive? I needed to get this sorted out. Ryan and I… we weren’t even in a proper relationship. He was my teacher and I was his student, but to me, we were so much more than that. It was just illegal and wrong. Trystan and I were allowed to become everythi