Stella Watching Jet through Midnight’s eyes was a mixture between feeling scared and anxious all at the same time. At the end of the day, I would have loved nothing more than to be as close to Jake as I possibly could be, but this wasn’t what I had expected. I imagined my first time being with Jake that he would be able to take his time and that we could feel that overexcitement together. With Jet being in control, I didn’t see that happening. There were times that I could see Jake trying to push his way back through, but Jet was much stronger than he was, so he forced him back again. I could feel every electrifying touch with his hands and lips. Part of me was ashamed of