Ivory pov I wanted to laugh. Laugh at my life but not in any happening way but like miserably or sarcastically. I wonder how many more times my life would betray me, I already have had enough and the stamina of my potential which I was holding on since forever was now breaking seconds by seconds. Betrayal by betrayal Held back the warm layers of tears I walked into Elliot's birthday party. I didn't know how many more times I have to muster up the fake courage on my lips, that how many more times I have to force a smile in front of people. But it was the last thing in my life to portray myself as weak as I am. Only Ethan knows how to play with me or my feelings, how to toying with my emotions and heart. After when I left him with Emerald when they were having their private moments I ra