Frozen hearts “betrayed and broken”

Do you need water?

.Amanda POv

Was that really necessary . I found my self standing still but I did not dare turn back to see how everything was going on.

I soon hears a pair of steps approaching me. My heart practically started to pump more and more like I was actually suffering from a kind of heart distance that had now escalated and so I could not handle it any more.

Soon , Gabriel was standing in front of me in shorts and an apron around him . My eyes roomed all over his n***d hands which displayed how worked out that they are. He surely made a great deal just to see that he looked this well built .

I just imagined hoe it would be if those well formed hands of his touched any where on my body . Damn it ! what the hell was my dirty mind even thinking about really .

“Won’t you say a thing .” I was suddenly removed from my dirty thoughts by his question. I looked on wide eyed as I started to panic with my hands.

“Are you okay ?” he asked me looking at me all amused by my reaction.

“Yes …I am fine. Why do you even ask me that ?” I asked him trying to gain confidence which was something that was failing with his presence .

“I mean I have been talking to you for about five minutes but you seem to be lost with so many thoughts.” he commented. I can’t believe how stupid I must I have made my self appear before him . I had to do something in order to stop myself from appearing like this before him.

“I think we need to talk things over .” I said trying to move away from him. it was the only thing that I possibly thought about that would make me escape the questions that he had started asking me since I did not even have any answers to them .

If not I was going to just embarrass myself.

“Okay , I think you need to just settle at the dinning as I prepare for you breakfast as my guest .” he announced and then turned back to busy himself with the so much work that he was doing . Once again , I found myself standing there looking at him for some minutes.

This time around , I did not know what taking place in my head at all. It was like at this point , I did not have anything taking place in my mind at the point but rather had an empty mind.

“Still-

I did not wait for him to finish up what he was going to say . I rather just moved quickly away from him towards the dinning room and then sitting down. This had never happened to me before . This was a first .

I mean , me siting down and the some one having to serve me . Surely , it was something that I did not know that would happen to me at all.

Shortly , Gabriel came carrying the first dish. I swear it felt so awkward for me to settle down while the owner of the house was there doing everything else. I was not going to be comfortable not doing anything at all. I quickly stood up .

“Where are you going ?” he asked me flashing me a puzzled look.

“I want to help you to set the table.” I said innocently.

“No no , that is not for today . You have to sit down while I do everything . I have told you that you are my guest and as a guest you have to only sit down.” He told me politely but with some hint of command. I did exactly as I had been told .

He had a sense of commanding that some one would surely not fail to point out.

He went around doing everything until he was finally done and sat down with me. The moment he served me, I immediately started to eat since I was starving .

I did not mind about how much he was looking at me. At this time I was so hungry and did not mind his stares. This went on for some time until I was finally full. Looking up , I realized that he had been looking at me.

However , he looked away immediately like he did not want me to find out that he was looking at me. I just ignored that and went back to my eating but once again I could feel a pair of eyes onto me. But of course I just chose to ignore that and pretended like I did not notice but the truth was it was some how was making me uncomfortable.

Finally we were done with breakfast . This time I stood up and started to clear the table regardless if his words telling me that I was his visitor and so he was going to do everything .

I went into the kitchen and had everything washed and dried. All the time I spent in the kitchen, he did not dare come for even a second to see what I was doing .

To a larger extent , it made me feel comfortable following that breakfast awkwardness that I didnot even know where it had originated from. After finishing up everything , I exited the kitchen and found him in the living room.

He was busy reading something from his laptop. I did not know what to do at the moment . I did not know whether it was better to just look on as time went by until when he noticed me or rather just make a sign to show him that I was in place.

“Damn it , I cant believe this w***e went an extra mile of doing this to me!” he yelled out and threw the laptop on the floor which immediately smashed into pieces. It scared me as I wondered what the hell had made him do that .

A few minutes ago he was the same guy who cooked me breakfast and also some how flirted with me, This made me panic. I wondered what to do at the moment . I stood still surely not knowing what exactly to do .

I wondered if to ask him what was wrong with him or rather just exit the room and wait until when he would be okay again. However with those thoughts in my head, I still did not chose any of the options. All that I did was just to look on.

“She is going to pay!”

“They are going to pay !” he was yelling out so loudly making me pull back a lot and when I did that , he saw me . He had actually not seen me since I came in .

He opened his mouth like he actually wanted to say something to me but the words that he might have wanted to use actually betrayed him and none of them came out at all. He rather just looked at me. I would see that his eyes contained two things ;they had pain and hatred .

But it was just hard to tell which one of the two was greater than the other . it in fact made it so difficult for me to decide about what to do . Stupidly , I just looked on until when he finally sat back on the couch and that is when I got the courage to move closer to him.

I did not sit down , I rather just moved straight to smashed pieces and started picking up one and one. Occasionally , I kept looking up at him and every time I would find that he was kind of occupied with so many things that were going through his mind.

This good looking man was in pain but how the hell was I going to help him if I am also in a state where by I can’t help myself at all. Plus I also was afraid that he would react in a very bad way which would scare me away .

With all those conflicting royalties in my head , I kept cleaning the floor until when I had finally picked up everything from the floor and put them in the couch- that is kind of ironical but I thought that it was actually the best thing to do.

I summoned all the courage that I could possibly get and moved to the couch and made sure that I sat a safe distance away from him. I looked at him keenly. This time, he had his head in his hands, this was really so bad for him- okay , as I would possibly think about that .

I made so many attempts to rise my hand and touch him but I was not able to do that each time that I did that. It was so hard for me. I was afraid that he was going to snap at me- it was what I was afraid of .

“Do you need water ?” Thank you so much Amanda for making fool of yourself . During such a situation that he seem to be in, was that the question that you thought you would as him. Still lost in my thoughts, he bust out laughing so hard…what?

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