Chapter 5
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That night shooed away all of my inhibitions. I usually am the type of person who is scared to get drunk and wasted but that night has been different. I was drunk and dancing with Major. I tried dancing with other people but I would always find his long arms wrapped around my waist pulling me close to him.
He was scolding me every time I tried to pull away from him.
“You’ve had more than enough drinks, Jean.” The serious tone of his voice was the first thing that I heard when I went down to get more drinks. He’s right. It only tastes bitter the first time and I would get used to the taste of alcohol.
I wanted to have fun, right? I wanted to forget. And this is how most females do it whenever they broke up with their boyfriends. I think I’m doing it normally.
I looked at Major who’s obviously so pissed off. He has been trying to protect me from all the boys who wanted to dance with me. I grinned when I noticed the crease on his forehead.
He stared at me with his pitch-black eyes. His brows are furrowed at me as he mumbled something under his breath.
I grinned even wider. My eyes went down to his lips and it made me think about how soft they felt when I kissed them moments ago. And I must admit that there is this driving force at the back of my head that tells me to kiss him…again.
I closed my eyes and reached for his lips. He was, again, caught off guard as he welcomed my lips in his. But contrary to the taste that I want a while ago, I want something more now. I want more of him. I want more of his kisses.
When he responded to my kisses, I felt like heaven is raining down on me. I didn’t care if we’re still inside the club. Well, this is California. No one will care about anything that we’re doing because they could even do worse in public.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to my face. His hands are already on both sides of my waist as his tongue traced every corner of my mouth. I moaned when he thrust his tongue inside. God!
Is this it? Why am I so turned on?
I pushed and ground myself towards the warmth of his body. I can feel a huge bulge on my stomach as I pushed myself closer to him. I suddenly felt so excited. f**k, Markle! You’re in the bar. You can’t just—
I haven’t even finished scolding myself when Major stopped kissing me. He cupped my face and stared at me with serious eyes. “You’re drunk.”
“I want you.” I don’t know where I am getting those words that came out of my mouth. But then I remembered that Major is westernized. He wants this as much as I do. There’s no question about that.
He clenched his jaw tightly and I smiled because of that. I know he will give in. That’s what all guys want after all.
I want to forget. And this may be one hell of a way to forget about him but this could help. Anyway, I won’t even see this man when I go back to the Philippines. He’d probably get so tired of me being clingy that he’d leave. That’s how men are. They don’t want clingy. At all.
The next thing I know, I’m already panting and almost begging on Major’s knees. I can’t even remember where we are now. This place looks new to me.
After telling him I want him, he immediately pulled me out of the bar. He was kissing me when we has the chance when we were walking by the shore. I think we entered a hotel. I don’t know. I was busy kissing him.
I heard a door shutting and locking behind us. He pinned me to the wall and kissed me like it’s all he’s ever known. His hands went up and down my sides as he kisses me passionately.
He carried me and I quickly wrapped my legs around his waist, straddling him so I wouldn’t fall down. I could almost cry when I felt his huge bulge under my throbbing need when I did that. There’s no question. He’s already as turned on as I am.
He was still pinning me to the wall while I straddled him. His kisses are now on my neck, feasting and licking every single corner of it before going down on the valley of my breasts. He inhaled and cursed before bringing me down to remove my cover-up and my bikini in a swift moment.
He immediately carried me once more and got us back to our previous position.
“Jean…” he whispered as he took one of my n*****s into his mouth.
I tugged on his hair as he licked and fondled on my breasts. I have never felt this way before. I have never even felt this way before when Cole and I were making out. I have never. I’ve never been so turned on. And s**t, I’ve never been topless in front of a guy! And to have his mouth on my…oh my god!
I called his name several times while feeling all the butterflies in my stomach. The way his tongue circled around my n*****s made me feel excited as hell. But then it made me needy, too.
I can feel him walking somewhere. I was not in my proper mind anymore. The only thing I cared about is his touch. I want him all over me.
Is the effect of the alcohol? I don’t know. And to be honest, I don’t care anymore. Especially when he laid me on the bed. He stared at me as I laid on his huge bed. His sheets smelled like him. His sheets are so manly, I want to lay here for as long as I could.
I squealed when he hovered on top of me and kissed me hard and deep. His hands are fondling my breasts as he traced my mouth with his tongue. I moaned when he bit my lower lip, sucking on it over and over again.
His kisses left my lips and roamed towards my jawline, down to my neck where he stayed. He licked and sucked all of the sensitive spots around my neck like he knows all of them. I tipped my head to the side to give him better access.
I was moaning his name as he feasted on my neck. I tugged on his hair and pulled him closer to me.
“Your clothes…” I moaned when I touched his chest and got offended by his shirt.
He nodded and removed his shirt swiftly and I’ve never been so happily excited. My hands stayed on his pectorals. I eyed his body and now everything made sense. His topless body is so hot in a close distance. From afar, it looks like the normal type of body that models go for but now that he’s already right in front of me, I couldn’t dare look at other the same way that I am looking at his.
“Oh, Jean!” he groaned before kissing me senseless once again. After this night, I might not be able to get over this feeling that he gave me.
I moaned when I felt his fingers on my inner thigh. Heat rushed through me as he molded my folds. The fabric of my bikini is so offending. I almost begged him to remove it until he inserted his hand inside it.
“Major!” I moaned as he massaged my folds.
“You want this off?” he whispered.
I nodded and moaned loudly.
I heard his sexy chuckle that made me want him more. Oh, God!
He went down to my thighs and slowly removed the last article of clothing in my body. He parted my legs and kissed my inner thighs until he reached my core. He spread my knees wider and inhaled my scent.
“Sweet. Better than how I imagined it to be.” His husky voice is not only sending shivers into my spine but also making me want more of him.
The moment his tongue flicked inside my swollen flesh, I felt something inside me exploding. f**k it!
I savored the moment that his tongue lingered on my mound. The pleasure was overwhelming. And to think it’s just his tongue…what more if…
I couldn’t think anymore when I felt my body convulsing with the emotions that he made me feel.
“f**k!” he cursed and scrambled to get his board shorts removed.
Before I could even look at his length, he was already down and kissing me tenderly. His kisses were harder and deeper and more passionate. I couldn’t help but feel the anticipation deep inside me. With him covering my mouth with his hot kisses, I think I’m going to be a slave for him.
His maleness stayed on my stomach as we kissed. I could almost gasp when I touched it. He’s hard and he’s so turned on. Will he fit inside me?
“I have a condom in my drawer…” he said before reaching for this bedside drawer but I held his hand to stop him.
“I’m on the pill,” I told him making him look at me with wide eyes.
After a few seconds of staring at me, he clenched his jaw. “You’re a virgin…”
“I take it for my period,” I quickly replied.
Several expletives got out of his mouth before claiming my lips once more which I welcomed fully.
He cupped my breasts and brushed his thumbs on my tips. I feel like I am drowning in pleasure. So this is why couples need to make love? Because it could give them happiness and pleasure? Is this why men cheat on their girlfriends who deprive them of s*x because this is what it actually makes them feel?
“It will hurt, Baby.” Major’s husky voice is not doing me any good. It was only making me even crazier.
I’ve read how the first time would hurt so much. I guess I am well-prepared for that.
“Please…” I begged.
He kissed me once more before parting my legs. Now, the excitement in me is slowly becoming more intense. I’m in anticipation. I want this. I feel like once I’ve survived this, I have reached another milestone in my life.
“Stay still,” he said in a stern voice when he noticed that I couldn’t wait any longer. “You’re only excited now but I know you’ll cry later on.”
I didn’t understand what he said. I want this. I want him. I want him in me. I don’t even know why I’ve been so needy tonight.
“I’m going in now,” he said like a warning before slowly inching inside me. I shut my eyes forcefully and bit my lip tightly as I welcomed that pain.
Pain sliced through me as he entered inside me. He kept telling me something about it’s going to be alright and s**t but I couldn’t comprehend. The only thing I know is that it’s too painful now that he had filled me to the brim.
“Don’t move,” he told me. “It will only get hurt even more if you keep on moving!” Now he’s scolding me.
But I want to move now. I feel like the pain will stop if I moved.
“Let me stay inside you first. Please, Jean. I don’t want to hurt you.” He kissed my head before kissing me once again on the lips.
Somehow, his kisses distracted me from the pain. And the next thing I know, he’s the one moving now. He’s thrusting slowly in and out of me while kissing me passionately.
The pain died down and the only thing I can feel now is this surging feeling inside me that makes me want to reach something.
I moved with him in his own rhythm as I moaned for his name. He kept on groaning as I met him with every thrust. Moments later, he was pounding harder and faster.
“Oh, Major!” I gasped when he kept hitting that one sensitive spot in me.
He placed my legs on his shoulders as he plunged faster and deeper. With this new position, I can feel him more inside me. I can feel him deeper and it brings more height to the pleasure that is already engulfing me. I could feel his movement getting even faster and more intense making me lose my mind even more.
“Jean!” he called when I convulsed under him.
He gave a few thrusts more for a moment before feeling him come inside me.
He put down my legs gently before leaning down to kiss me hard and quick on the lips.
Holy…that was…
“You are amazing,” he whispered as he buried his face on my neck.
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