I blinked and I was a woman, a fully grown woman who should have her life figured out and put together and maybe a stable relationship. Except that nothing is like that. I feel like I am always on the wrong end of everyone and everything. I wonder when things will ever fall into place in my life, because, at the moment, it seems meaningless. My name is Lucy Valle. Life for me has always been like a joke. For some reason it's always showing me the worst side. I have gone through each day, week, month, year, hoping it will get better but nothing of the sort happens. Life keeps on working on creative ways to hurt me. As a child, everytime I went to school, I felt like I threw myself to the devils to get tormented, because I was bullied left, right and center for being too skinny and a ne