Blue's pov
I have been having mood swings for a couple of days now, the constant one being anger, there are times when I feel so down I almost feel like retreating into myself and there are times I feel sorry for myself and the mess I'm in but mostly I'm angry, I lose my temper quickly and people have been walking on egg shell around me including the friends who have recently given me a second chance. I try to control my tempers but I can't, I know what I'm doing is not helping my case with my friends but I can't help it, I'm starting to be afraid for my pack because if this continues I don't think I will be able to lead them. I'm in constant fights with Zander, he wants to be with our mate but our mate wants nothing to do with us. I tried being with her but I'm constantly rejected, I fo
