/Adrian's pov/
It doesn't matter what I do or how much I cry, what is done is done and there is nothing I can do about it.
I have realized that if I am not hurting myself, I'm hurting the people around me which is exactly what happened with your sister.
I know that she is somebody that you love more than anything in the world but my selfishness to break free From my pain and pretending that things were different even if it was just for a night has pushed me into such a huge mess that I can't undo and worse still, I dragged your innocent into that mess and I know that this guilt is something she is going to carry for the rest of her life and that is no one else fault but mine.
I am broken and shattered but the problem is that I don't want to let go because if I do, I don't know what's n
