“I looked and looked at her, and I knew, as clearly as I know that I will die, that I loved her more than anything I had ever seen or imagined on earth.” – Vladimir Nabokov Evelyn’s POV After hearing Lance's voice, I looked like a frightened deer, standing there, not knowing how to react. I have to admit that I enjoyed his kiss and touch just now, and I felt a kind of pleasure and desire from my heart. But his rough behavior made me feel some fear and pain. What's more, he actually slapped my butt, which was really shameful. I told myself in my heart: "Calm down Evelyn. He is your husband, and you have to accept his desire of having s*x. Relax yourself." However, before I was completely ready to accept having s*x with him, he slapped my butt again. I almost shed tears in