Day four. Where it is his birthday. ✉ 4th. Nothing. There is nothing but complete devastation that always crumble my downfall. Nothing but a wasted chance. Nothing but a simple day. Nothing but a ruined day. This is just nothing, if I could even lie at myself at this point. Nothing... like how I completely feel when she's not here, I'm just basically nothing. I sighed before taking a good look outside... where I saw her crying her eyes out as she try her hardest to run towards me, probably praying that she can chase me - but I, didn't do anything but watch. "Don't go! No! Please don't leave me!" Trust me, If I can stay, I would have. But we can't do anything. They will always just tear us apart. /end ✉ March 9. My hand formed into a fist as I try to contain my emotions in