Sophia I left the café and that hotel without a second look back. No one came after me, neither Elijah nor my mom, and I couldn't tell whether I was disappointed or not. What I did know, was that I needed space right then, so a part of me was relieved. The hotel was a bit of a distance from the school, so I had to hail a cab. I just barely had the funds to handle it, and it would have been cheaper to take the bus, but the next bus wouldn't be moving for a while, and I didn't want to wait around at the bus stop until then. I didn't know if I was going to break down or not, but just in case, I wanted to do it while I was alone. The ride back, I looked out the window and refused to think about anything. There was too much to think about, anyway, and I felt like I would go crazy if I just