The abandoned goddess

chapter 4 ~my wolf...~

POV

(Stella)

my name is Stella and im Melody's wolf and today the same days as always a day of pain where my human get's to suffer in the hands of her father and brother.

Melody was my human unlike any other wolf who got there wolf at the age of 16 she got her at such a early age... yes Mel was special and i was proud of being her wolf ~~

but of course no matter how special a person is sometimes they suffer because of how kind they are that's because of her stupid father and brothers who blame her for her moms death ahggg they are so annoying~~~

*sniff sniff * Stell are you there?!

Mel woke up crying again today~~

yes im here My adorable human ~~ i said to her

*adorable ? she said

yeesss like superr

*Stell your just saying that sniff ~~im not adorable like dad said im a monster and im sorry Stell for being your human you deserve better Stell

as she said does i could feel my heart breaking`~

not true mell your the most amazing human a wolf could ever have your kind ,brave,smart,forgiving and loving no im even wrong about those cause your not just kind your an amazing girl~~

then suddenly Mel started crying and i could hear our bone breaking~~

OMG were shifting wait but Mel is still young she cant indore the pain the suddenly i saw the moon goodess~~

Thank you for taking care of your human stella she said and left~~ oh myyyy what is going on here like

ahgggg~~ahhhh

oh noo no no Mel Mel is in pain i tried calming her down

Mel calm down i said~

Stell what's going on?

*she asked..

Mel were shifting i said as calmly as i could ~~even though deep inside i was scared as hell

What ahhh im really am a monster Stell ahhhh i could hear her screaming and suddenly quiet down then suddenly i light flashes i could see Mel talking to her mom and the moon goddess and i found out that Mel was actually her saint? i could feel she was not an ordinary girl but to be like this it was amazing~~~

~~~moments later~~~

Mel was back~~

Mel i screamed im glad your ok im so Proud of you dear i said

thank you Stell thank you she said crying im not a monster Stell ahhh hahhhh she cried

ofcourse not honey your not a monster but an angel an angel that will unite all the being 's i said

can i do it Stell? im just a--

(not this again she's going to self hate herself )but before she could finish i cut her off

not another word i stop her i know she is going to discriminate herself again

now thats enough Mel let's go see what are wolf look like i said as we walk to the broken glass we saw it i just gasp on how beautiful are wolf is See Mel were not and your not a monster were to beautiful to be~~ i said

yes she said as we were looking at our form a big white wolf with a crytal dark blueyish eyes and a cresent moon in our forehead that looks like a sparkling blue diamond it was beautiful~~

POV

(Melody)Back to present

Stella was right my wolf was beautiful that day~~ i smiled but ofcourse no matter how beautiful i am im still a monster in there eyes~

i smiled bitterly for the fact that my own family thinks im a monster and now my own mate thinks of me as a course i couldn't help but laugh

ahhaahahahhaahahha i had enough of this ~~

the nxt morning

i woke up only to be awoken by a cold water dripping in my body it was one of my brothers sick jokes again if it was just like in the past i would have just smiled and said sorry if i woke up late brother then just get abuse again but now im tired~

*what the hell do you think your doing still sleeping? my second brother Tayler yelled

i just stood up to leave him im to tired to even talked back to him

are you ignoring me right now he exclaimed and pulled my hair “remember i***t your the cause why mom died so you better behave" he said

hmmm if it was in the past i would jut cry and said that's not true or sorry brother ~~ but now im tired of all this

i grab a pair of scissors as forcing myself to indore the pain of him grabbing my hair as i got the scissors i cut my hair my snowy silver hair that i inherited from my own father ...

i could see my brother was shock of this

hmmm yeah maybe it was my fault i said it was my fault that mom got pregnant of me and choose to give birth to me my fault for her having a dream of having a monster like daughter my fault to have been given birth my fault for being your sister right?! that what you wanted to hear right?! that it was my fault but you know what brother i have never ever experience having the love i give to you guys back i have never experience of the sacrifice of mom from you guys her expectations for your guys to love and accept me , i stoped then continue speaking with a tired smile, y'know what if you think that it was my fault that my mom died then your also at fault for wasting her sacrifice ~~

remember brother i have always loved you guys you first brother third brother forth brother and dad i did everything i could just not to waste mom sacrifice but now im tired very and don't worry bro after today you won't have a sister anymore after tonight dad wont have a daughter anymore and after today Your dear prince won't have a useless mate maybe y'all could pretend that i never existed or i died with mom that day~~ as i said does words i could hear Stella howling in pain in my mind so much for being 18 meeting my my mate being happy the acceptance of my family hah in the end it was all just my imagination and dream ~~ byee brother i said i could feel and see that he was shock of me talking back but im to tired to even bother with them...

i left my room leaving everything behind shifting into my wolf and run to the forest never to return to this pack ever again~~

but i never ever forgot the last word i said to that pack

I Melody S.Frost Reject Daniel Winter the future king of the Winter noth pack and leaves the winter north pack as my home