The abandoned goddess

Memories of my mother....

=POV

{Melody}

I could still remember when my mom visited me in my dream , i was at the basement back then.. a dark dirty place where rat's and other bugs would run around it was hellish well anyway i was 5 back then when my bone started cracking

ahggg it hurts help anyone please help ahhhhh

—shhh~~~ calm down Mel~~~

my wolf Stella comforted me

Stell what's going on ahggg it hurts.

Calm down i know this sounds weird but your shifting

as i heard this i gasp

Wh....at?! am i really a monster Stell.... i started crying i dont know what i was crying for the pain of my bones cracking or the words that my father and brother would tell me...

hah your really are monster why did mom ever give birth to you

because of you your mother died your a course just imagining it made me cry even more as i was crying i heard a comforting word~~~

=Calm down baby no ones gonna hurt you mommy's here....

i heard a comforting word and i could tell who she was ~~~ ...

she was mother.....

(M..mmom?! i shatter saying this) words mom is that really you?!

*Yes honey this is mommy im so so sorry for the things you've been through i sorry honey you didn't deserve to be treated like this...

But i hope you could forgive your father and brothers they are just in pain but they love you~~ she said

and i simply replied i don't hate them it was my fault sorry mom i killed you. .... then i started crying

no dear it's not your fault it was my choice sweety you may not understand this now but your not a monster and nether are you a course remember i want you to be strong your destined to be someone great then she hug me i could smell her she smelled like mint and rose she was warm as the summer not like dad .. dad was like the winter while mom was like the early day of summer ,my mom had a golden hair like the shinning sun her eyes were like the vast ocean she was warm beautiful unlike her golden hair i inherited my father's snowy silver hair but i was so happy to see that i had my mothers eyes her blue shining eyes....

seeing this made me cry even harder i was the cause of her death.....