Felix
She’s been living with me for another week at this point and things have been…tame, a hell of a lot tamer than I'd definitely wanted, but I meant what I said. As much as I want to be with her right now, I can’t until I know for sure she’s ready and she finds her happiness. Every night, we’ve been in bed together at some point. Thank god she hasn’t done any overnights at the hospital or got a call to go in for an emergency. I’ve gotten so used to her sleeping with me and making the nightmares go away. I don’t know what I would do if she stopped or changed her mind.
I would lose my s**t.
Holding her at night is a complete bonus.
We go to bed late, around eleven or so, and I wake up at four, before she does and sneak out. I might not be having nightmares with her in her bed with me,
