Shit... My mind goes blank. I was worried, but I didn't actually think she'd pass away! I genuinely thought Richard's blood would save her, and she would be here, the first one to scorn me when I got home... I lean against the wall, I don't even care about Susan's hysterical screaming. She's fighting with the others, but there's a wall between her and I. Frankly, she can be mad all she wants, I don't blame her. I only knew Cecily for a week, and I'm f*****g shocked too. She's known her for centuries... I remember Quentin saying Susan would stay away. Did she change her mind after hearing about the explosion? It's not just me, she's really mad at pretty much everybody. "What were you guys thinking! Atticus, Claude, and now Ceci died and you're all acting like everything's fine!" "We're n