Paityn's POV: "Loving you, is all I want to do for each day of the rest of my life." He told me and I suddenly felt heat rising in my cheeks and my heart started to beat erratically. I could see it in his eyes he wanted to kiss me and my heart was screaming for him to do so. It was just as if he read my mind and his lips were on mine. I could feel his lip ring on his bottom lip rubbing along mine. At first, I didn't move, my mind screamed at me that I shouldn't be doing this. That it hadn't been very long since Isaiah's death and that I was moving too fast but in all honesty, our marriage was falling apart. He was sleeping around with someone else while I was trying to fix what we had. He was ruining families for money and that on its own is enough for me to hate him