Just as I started to speak. “I just need a minute.” She pauses, and quickly moves again. Had she thought I was about to kiss her? Was she going to kiss me? Did she want me to kiss her? Dammit, whatever it was, the moment was lost now. And I need to go get some space. I gently let go of her hips and walked toward the pack house, I will go to my office for a minute. Nobody would disturb me there. ‘You ok, Jake?’ Knox links. ‘Yeah, just going toilet’ I replied, finding it easier to lie. Let them enjoy their time with their mates. They don’t need dragging into my drama and messed-up mind. I walked down the hallway of the packhouse into my office. And sit myself on the edge of my desk. Running my hands through my dark hair. I don’t know what to think. When did things change with her?