Fighting the mate Bond. Return of the mafia series

I'll give you the chance you deserve chapter 61

chapter 61

Kayla pov

I didn't want to wake him up this morning what i really wanted was some time for myself, since i've been here all he's been wanting is to be up my ass, last night really cut the cake with me, why would he hide about him being engaged then calling it off, its not a big deal about this, all he had to do was talk to me about it, but instead he hid it, i carefully got out of bed hoping he wouldn't feel me get up, i was holding my breath the whole time, when my feet touched the floor i let out the breath i was holding, i knew he would know i was at the arena, so got some clothes out took a fast shower, then got dressed, my mind kept going back to last night how that b***h was laying in our bed naked as a jaybird, she was waiting for him to come into the room, when she didn't think is that he will be with his mate, I knew i should had let him handled it, but i got pissed when she tried to touch him, hes the king of course these bitches would try and sleep with him, i hurried to get dressed put my hair in a pony tail got my shoes putting them on, then quickly left the room, i gently shut the door so i wouldn't wake him up. I needed just a little of me time, to breath and think, so that's what i did, when i got to the woods i hide behind a tree took my clothes off the hair tie out tied them around my ankle, then i shifted into my wolf Aurora, i just needed to run and think, and that's what i did, when i got to the river where i went to the first time, i sat there thinking for awhile, i could give this man a chance, but why be so easy,

“Because he is our mate, you don't have to be easy Kayla, just be understanding, be the queen we know you are, but have understanding and compassion, yes he was engaged but he called it off because he only wanted to marry his mate and that is us Kayla, take it easy on the guy okay, he's already been through enough.” I sat there listening to my lycan and wolf, in some ways i knew they were right, i needed to give this guy a chance, it doesn't mean i have to jump into bed with him right away, i am still not ready for that, maybe he is but i'm not, i won't be forced into mating when i'm not ready, we talked for over a few hours they both calmed me down, and we all agreed that we should at least talk to him and give him a chance, i really didn’t want to talk to him right now, but i knew i needed to, I knew he would be at the arena when he realizes that i'm already there, so I got up and ran all the way to the arena, once at the edge i shifted back that got dressed, then walked into the arena. my family was already there waiting for me and i think Lucas, when they saw that he wasn't with me, I told them he would be here soon, my mom walked over to me, she was only showing just a little bit, we will find out what the baby is once she hits four weeks,

“Alright honey, it's just you and I, spill it i know there is something going on in that head of yours, i know that look, that look is when you need a time to think things through, mind telling me what happened, why did you throw someone out the door last night,” i didn't know anyone saw that, but i knew my mom, she would always make sure everything is okay before she went to bed, i knew i was busted, so I told her everything right down to Lucas telling her he never wanted her, I knew i should had let him handle it but when she reached to touch him i just lost it, i didn't even give her a chance to barly get her pants on.” I could tell my mom was thinking about things when she was done she nodded at me then brought me to her to hug my tightly,

“Honey, i know things are rough right now, your new to all this, but yeah he should had handled that problem, i understand really i do, because i was in your shoes so long ago, just give him a chance to talk to you, i know you feel overwhelmed but things will get better, when you need a few minutes to yourself go for a run, go train, go do women stuff, that always relaxes me, But you also need to talk to him Kayla, if you don't then the bond you share will fade to nothing, i know your hard headed just like me and your father, it's the reason why if we get mad at each other we stay up talking until we figure out what the problem is, i knew she was right,. but it doesn't mean i have to like the idea of it all, She is right about something if i wanted some time for myself i could always go for a run and relax. When training started, Luna and one of the warriors where sparing until another warrior threw him to the ground, i was like what the h3ll is going on, I looked to Luna and the warriors that were fighting, she shrugged not knowing what the big deal was about, Lucas hurried into the arena stopping the them, demanding to know what was going on, He told Larson to go talk to his mate, and told the other to go spar with someone else, that's when he slowly turned to me walking over to me, i knew we needed to talk, I liked the guy could you blame me, i had a few boyfriends when i was home, one broke up with me because he found his mate, the other we dated for a few years, i was starting to really fall for him, until one day i went to his house i was going to choose him, when i walked into his house i knew something was different, i heard noises coming from his bedroom, i was so thankful he wasn't my mate because i would had felt the betrayal, Slamming the door open they both stopped the she wolf looked at me in shock while she looked at the man that she was on top of,

“You didn't tell me she was your mate, you son of a bitch.” He looked over at me with a face so full of guilt, then told her,

“She's not my mate we were only dating get the hell off of me, he hurried to put his pants on quickly walking over to me he pulled me out of the bedroom to the living room, the girl hurried to dress and left in a rush, calling him an ass hole,

“Kayla, im sorry baby, but your not my mate, i don't know who it is but i never meant to hurt you,” was this guy for real, he must be crazy, we were only dating for a few years, until that day, i finally told him i was going to chose him as my mate, he was going to be my chosen one, i was coming here today to tell you and hopes you would agree, but never mine, i changed my mind, i reject you, go play with your toy, i’m sure when i do find my mate he won't be anything like you,” Now look at me, im fighting the bond because of that day thinking he is just like the rest of them. I am not even sure i am ready for this. its scary as h3ll but atleast i will be okay, when he reached me he grabbed onto my hands leading me away from the outside arena, we went into one of the rooms, it smelled of old sweat and blood, so we went into another room. this one smelled a lot better, we could see the names that was on the walls of the old warriors that fault here, Some old cubby holes where they could put there clothes or whst ever they wanted to put in there, some changing rooms that looked so old that it looked like they could fall at even given minute, there was so much to look at that there was no time, i knew we needed to talk, When i turned back around he pulled me close kissing me telling me he was sorry about last night, that he should had told me about her, she wasn't important, he didn't even give her a second thought he had forgotten about her, but he knew he should had told me, what was i to say, kissing him back i told him my story of me with a few boyfriends from time to time, i never slept with then if you are wondering about that, i never had time to, one found his mate the other well cheated, i was going to choose, him but once i found them i changed my mind and rejected him, my parents never know about it because i didn't tell them, so i guess we where both not telling each other things, im sorry, i should had let you handle that problem last night, but once she tried to touch you, i just didnt like it,”

“i understand honey, trust me i do, if another man tried to touch you i would break their f*****g neck, does this mean you will give me the chance i deserve?” sighing this was going to be really hard for me, i knew it was, but i was wanting to give him a chance, if he screws it up then that's on him not me,

“Yeah, i am wanting to give you the chance you deserve, but if you screw this up, that's on you not me okay, you can't say i didn't give you a chance, i like you, my feelings are growing for you, just give me time that's all,” He pulled me close him holding me in his arms, kissing the top of my head, he said, “I will give you all the time in the world baby, but we need to get out there and train we have next week to train and then the arena will start, we still have to decorate the thing, we have helpers for that, but come on let's get out there before your father thinks im jumping your bones,” i couldn’t help but laugh and agree with him i knew i needed to train i had two i had to fight on that day, they could be strong i just didn't give them a chance to even put up a fight i just kicked them out, well here we go, next week will be the fighting challenges, this could be bad or it could be good, i knew my grandparents were going fight, they love this kind of stuff, we got out there, everyone stopped looking at us, i gave my mom the thumbs up, she smiled and continued to spar with my dad, well lets do this, because i want to do more of my powers i wondered what else i had in me, i don't know but im going to find out,