||*REHAN*||
This is only foolishness.
I thought I had it all mapped out, after deciding to have this conversation with Kimora, I knew telling her I asked Juriane out was a risk, but I needed her to believe I was serious. I thought if I was firm with my decision she cannot break through my resolve but she did.
I don't know how she did. Or when it happened, like a lost boy, I nodded along to all her questions. How she brought us to the bed I don't remember, I remember trying to make a point with my decisions. Asserting that I know what I want, who I want, but she saw through my facade. Kimora could tell I was trying to take the easy way out, even though I made it sound like I felt no attraction to her aside from the s****l attraction.
I don't know if she could tell that it was a lie,
