Eleana is perfectly aware of what she has done last night. Only that she was given courage from her drink that is why she has done it. And there should be no shame on it. It is not forbidden to desire someone, to want them. It will only be wrong if she goes beyond it. Besides, she is already betrothed to Alec and their match is perfect that no one could ever impede on their union.
And yet right after she has woken up, she went to her balcony and kneeled. As the morning sun rises, she was there to greet it with prayer. She prayed that Alec would finally have the time to write to her, to remind her of their bond, of their affection for one another. Because she would never dare betray him. She cannot imagine her life without him.
She got out of her room, all made-up and dressed elegantly. M
