Alpha Owen (Broken Series)

1. Rejected.

Erika

"Spread your legs wider for me,," he commanded seductively. His face was buried between my thighs, his tongue lapping at my wet folds, as he pleasured me for what seemed like forever. I didn’t know how long I could hold back my moans, but at least we weren’t in the pack house we were in the woods.

"Dan… please stop…" I managed to groan out between my pleasure filled moans. I fell into this delicate situation so suddenly that no one knew about us being together right now. I didn't want my father to find me with Dan before I told him about us being mates.

"Ahhhh," I couldn't help but throw my head back on the tree my body was leaning against. I felt his middle finger enter me as he attacked my dripping p***y while he was continuously ignoring me. How could his finger be so long? So deep! It was heaven.

"You’re wet like a w***e, Erika," he mumbled, fingering me fast and deep. I was going crazy as the pleasure was coiled inside me. It was exciting and uncontrollable. My wolf’s lust for his was so undeniable that I wasn't able to tear my eyes away from his thick member that had been pressed against me a few minutes ago when he grabbed me alone in the woods .

I could see that it was yearning to come out to devour me. I was moving along with his fingers as if my body was under his command. But I couldn’t help but notice that he had called me a w***e. Why had he called me a w***e?

"A w***e?" I was confused. The erotic caress of his tongue licking my sweet spot was so all consuming that it was turning me on even more. Hearing my question he lifted his face up just enough to give me his evillest grin. I admit that he was devilishly handsome, but that smile left me puzzled.

"Yes, a w***e!" He repeated before burying his face between my thighs again.

"But I’m your mate not your w***e," I argued. I hadn't been expecting that my mate would call me his w***e. I’d seen Dan for the first time in two years today, but I never thought that he would change so much. He was no longer sweet like before. The moment he had seen me a few minutes ago after he had come back from studying abroad he had trapped me in the woods away from the pack, desperate to mate me. I had also wanted to mate him, but I thought it was happening too quickly as if it were some kind of burden that needed to be taken off his shoulders’ at the earliest opportunity.

He was so desperate to mate me that he was playing with my p***y like I was a toy. He was making me wet as fast as he could so that he could f**k me hard and deep, but I still wasn’t

sure why he was doing it so hastily? I would understand if he was being compelled by lust, if he had been taken over by his wolf as he had found me as his mate but was this normal? I still thought that this was moving too quickly.

As soon as I spoke the word ‘Mate’ to him, I felt his bite on my p***y lips. I felt both pain and pleasure. There was a kind of electric shock that made me even wetter. It doubled my excitement, but I didn't know why I felt as if it was meant to be a punishment. Maybe because I had called him my mate. But why? The Dan that I had known two years ago before he had left the pack had seemed to have totally changed.

Back then he had a one-sided crush on me, he was crazy for me and I was also attracted to him. The day he turned 18 I had only been 16. That night he entered my bedroom and tried to claim me. I was shocked at the lust in his eyes. He had a strong feeling that I was his mate but due to my age I had never been aware of it.

I was shocked, my dream had come true. I had always desired him. I wanted him as my mate. He had stolen my first kiss. He nearly drowned me in his kiss until I couldn't breathe any more. He wanted to eat my lips, telling me how amazing I smelled. He wanted to have s*x with me, but I was scared. My father was going to kill me if he learned about me losing virginity before getting married. He wasn't like other fathers. My father was always controlling every facet of my life.

But I didn't have the strength to deny him when Dan started to touch me the way that he wanted. He was like a horse without a bridle, never stopping his feelings or keeping his hands away from me. His touch was so hot, erotic, dirty, and amazing. I lost myself in it, letting him finger me in the end. It was the first time in my life that I had allowed someone to touch me down there, it made me feel special that was the night that I received my first orgasm. He wanted to make me his. From that night onward he would come to my room daily. He was the one who taught me to touch myself and that while doing it I should only think about him.

Daily he would try to f**k me, but I would always stop him. He was sexually frustrated, that was when he taught me how to give him a blowjob. First, I was not ready to try it. I hesitated, but then I also started to pleasure him. He used to love me more than anything in this world. I was his queen then one night he fought with my father over me when we got caught, luckily we weren't doing anything to each other at the time just kissing.

Dad was given the explanation that I could be Dan’s mate, so he was ready to forgive me but a few days later Dan left the pack to begin his studies abroad. He had left me with a promise that when he returned, I would be marked by him. I had been waiting for him all this time, but he seemed changed. He hadn't talked to me since his return and had just tried to mate me.

"Spread them more!" He growled in displeasure. I did what he asked. My wolf was desperate, so I was doing everything to gain my mate's attention, to make him happy. This was the best moment of any she-wolf’s life, when she finds her mate. Finally, I had gotten lucky, now Dan was my mate. I was sure that my dad was going to be happy when he learned that I had gotten Dan as my mate. I had to grab his hair as I felt my orgasm continuing to build inside me. I was screaming his name as it was one of his demands. He wanted me to shout it louder.

"Rogues!"

I heard the shout of my pack members in my mind, alerting everyone about a rogue attack in our pack, the Silver Moon pack. Their howls echoed in my ears.

"Dan… stop!" I tried to push him away.

"Why?" His question surprised me. I was sure that he had received the mind link from the pack members.

"We are being attacked. We should join the pack in the fight," I close my legs after pushing him away. I wanted to help father in the fight, I was sure that he must be fighting with Alpha Damon, helping him as my father was the Beta of the pack. I tried to pull my dress down, but my hand was yanked away by Dan as he threw my dress on the ground.

"I don't f*****g care. I need you now," he unzipped his pants. I couldn't deny that I was stunned that we weren't going to protect the pack. In the next few days Alpha Damon, Dan’s father, was going to hand over his Alpha position to Dan, but he didn't seem to care about all of that. He wasn't concerned that pack members could die!

"But…" He didn't let me finish before I felt him thrust up inside me. I screamed in pain as tears leaked from my eyes. I thought that he would go slow as it was my first time with him, but he was so rough. He was too strong, and I wasn't able to adjust his size.

"Please slow down," I begged. I could feel him getting larger inside me.

"Don't worry you are wet enough to take my monster. Bear it until I finish. Don't act like a virgin," His thrusts were deep and powerful. How had he known that I wasn't a virgin? He didn't even look surprised and said it casually. I looked at his face as my tears flowed down my cheeks. Why was this mating so painful? I could feel that only my body was enjoying it, begging for more. However, the horrible things that he was calling me weren't what I had been expecting. It wasn't what a male should say to his mate. The mate bond between us was the only thing that attracted me to him. It was nothing like before. He had changed a great deal. I felt like he only wanted my body but not my heart and love.

While kissing my breast and neck he made his way up to my face, I looked deep into his blue eyes. I could see only lust and desire in them but not love. I leaned forward to kiss him, but he moved his face away, moving back down to my neck. What had that meant?

We had met only a few minutes ago, he wanted to mate as soon as possible. I was giving him what he wanted, but he hadn't wanted to kiss me? He hadn’t kissed me even once, he was only f*****g me like he wanted. I felt that there was a big fight happening in the pack, while I was here.

“Dan, the pack needs us. I…” I wanted to go fight, but he wasn’t letting me.

“Focus!” he growled. He wanted me to moan his name, not think about fighting. I felt his hand on my breast that he had been massaging for a while now.

“I told you to focus!” He pulled all the way out only to push back in again. I felt so good as he did it. My wolf was totally lost in our mate’s physical love, so was I. I decided not to think about unnecessary things. I believed that he was different from the others, not like I wished, but I would try to understand him.

I just wanted to enjoy my time with my mate. I already knew that mating could be the best thing in the world. Both of our breaths were unstable as he started to thrust at a more rapid pace. I nearly scratched his arms when I climaxed on his c**k. After my release he also orgasmed inside me after a hard, wonderful thrust. Both of us screamed when he gave me his seed deep inside me. I felt him doing it. He growled one last time before pulling out of me. He let his body fall on mine.

I smiled, breathing hard when his lips touched my chest, he was sweating just like me. Finally, I had found my mate. I was going to spend my whole life with him. I closed my eyes for only a few minutes when I felt his weight lift off of me. I opened my eyes to find that he had begun to dress.

“Quickly put these on,” I had earned yet another order from him. He threw my dress at my feet. I noticed he was getting himself dressed fast. Maybe he was planning to go and join the fight. I nodded and started to dress up. I wanted to join the fight too, but I wondered why he hadn't marked me? Wasn't he desperate to mark me two years ago? Maybe he was planning to do it tonight or after the fight with the rogues. I blushed at this thought. I couldn't wait. After I was clothed, I went close to him, he gave me a strange look.

“Now it’s time,” he remarked, pushing me away. I stumbled after his sudden, unexpected push. Why had he done that? I’d only been standing next to him.

“Time for what?” I was confused, but I still smiled. Maybe he needed to tell me something that I’d forgotten.

“Time for your rejection,” he informed me in a monotone. My smile disappeared. I stared at his eyes with dilated pupils. The cursed word ‘rejection’ hit me so hard that my body felt paralyzed. He wanted to reject me?

“Dan, what are you saying? Re… Rejection?” I held back my tears as his face was not showing any emotion. I wanted to believe that his words were a prank, but his cold eyes were telling me a different story, that he was serious. He started to come closer to me while giving me a disgusting look.

“Yes, rejection. I’m rejecting you,” he confirmed, shattering my heart into incalculable pieces. I felt as if the ground were crumbling beneath my feet. I’d been waiting for his return for two years, and now he wished to reject me after mating with me. He was talking about ruining my life.

“But you said you would always protect me, love me. You asked me to wait for you,” actually I wasn’t reminding him of his promise. I was remembering the sweet moments that we had spent together. My first kiss had been with him. Those three words that made me believe that he was the only one for me.

“Everything was a lie. I never loved you. I just got what I wanted from you,” I felt the tears that I’d tried to hold at bay decide to flow on their own. After hearing this bitter truth from my love I lost control of that too. He’d just wanted my body, not me. I moved close to him, grabbing his collar. I shook my head as I wasn't willing to believe it.

“I don't believe you. What I felt for you wasn't just lust. I loved you. Say it's a lie, Dan. Say the time we spent together was real, not just an act. It wasn't lust but love,” I shouted, hitting his chest when he hadn't said anything. It broke further. His silence was killing me.

“I never loved you Erika!” He just grabbed my arms, finally speaking those words.

“I, Daniel Wilson, reject you, Erika Jones as my mate!”

I was pushed onto the forest floor violently after his horrible rejection. My hand went to my heart, I felt like I was dying. I could hear my wolf crying from this cruelty. He had rejected us after mating, he rejected us after we’d bonded to each other in that unbreakable way. It was worse than I could’ve ever imagined. But what hurt me more was that he’d never loved me. Everything between us had been fake. Now I understood why he hadn’t marked me, he’d already decided to reject me. He just wanted to fulfil his long burning desire fueled by his lust.

Rejection after mating was like a living death for any wolf, that was the life I had to look forward to. My tears were continuously rolling down my cheeks, but I also felt like I was suffocating. I was unable to breathe, my heartbeat was slowing. My wolf had totally left me. I felt like I’d lost her, she’d left my side. He grabbed a handful of my hair, yanking my head back to make me look him in the eyes.

“Accept the rejection,” he ordered. I didn't say a word as I stared into his merciless eyes. They were those beautiful eyes that had caused me to fall in love with him, taught me to love myself, and had ruined me in the end.

“I said accept!” He shouted, losing his temper. It was with the same desperation that I’dd seen two years ago, at the time it had been to have someone mate me, but now it was to complete the rejection. He wanted to be free from this mate bond as soon as possible or maybe before someone discovered us.

“Why? Why did you do this to me?” I managed to ask before accepting it.

“What was my fault in this?” He chuckled evilly, the next thing I knew I felt was pain on my scalp. He leaned down into my face.

“Do you have the guts to hear the truth?” He asked, shaking my deepest fear loose inside of me. I could feel that the main reason was going to break me even further but I needed to know. I nodded. No matter what it was, it was the truth.

“Because I‘m in love with Emma,” he revealed to me. His voice and eyes were soft as he said her name. I could plainly see the love in them. My eyes widened as my jaw dropped. It was the worst betrayal I had ever experienced. Emma, she was my… sister. My own sister was in love with my mate.

But she’d disappeared from the pack two years ago. Dan had left the pack two years ago when he went to continue his education. Had that meant that it had been planned beforehand by Emma and Dan? She’d run away with Dan, but she’d told me something else. I was living in a delusion, I waited for someone who never wanted to return for me.

“So why did you mate with me? You could’ve rejected me before mating,” by mating me, he’d ruined me. I was totally and blindly in love with him. I’d given my body to him without giving it a second thought.

“For my wolf and hunger, but I don't want a w***e like you as my mate. If the world discovered that information, I would become a laughingstock. How dare you dream of becoming my Luna, my mate! This mating and rejection is a lesson for you, so that you’ll remember your place. Emma is the only woman that I love, I know all about your dirty past. I want a mate not a w***e. Now f*****g accept the rejection and get out of my sight. Don't you dare to tell anyone else about us.”

I was again thrown to the ground but I had totally lost my remaining strength when Dan revealed his truth. Emma… Why had she done this to me? We were sisters so why? Had she not been the one who had encouraged me to accept Dan even though I was afraid of dad’s wrath? She used to go to Dan to deliver my messages. Had it all just been an excuse for her to see him? I‘d been used by both of them?

“I don't have time for this,” he reminded me. I looked up realizing that this male wasn’t what I’d wanted after all. He wasn't the one that I’d thought I loved, that male had all been an illusion. He I‘d only used me, did our love ever really exist? He and my sister had betrayed me. He was a mistake made by the Moon Goddess but not my mate. I swiped my tears away, getting up from the ground.

“Just remember this day, Dan. You’ve betrayed me, rejected me, insulted my love, and forced me to accept it all without a hint of mercy or remorse. I hope that you’ll regret doing this to me for the rest of your life. You’ve taught me a lesson, never believe or trust anyone. Now I’ll never be able to love anyone. I don't know what your intention was behind ruining my life but you’ve succeeded.”

“I, Erika Jones accept Daniel Wilson’s rejection,” as soon as I spoke it out loud, our bond severed. He had a satisfied look on his face. He left laughing, but I again fell to the forest floor. I rolled on the ground as I struggled for breath. He had no feelings for me, so it had not affected him, but I was nearly dead. They say that after a rejection a wolf can go mad or commit suicide. I was feeling the same. I wanted to die but I was unable to feel her. My wolf wasn't there. I’d witnessed many cases of lost mates first hand, most lose their fight with insanity, but that wasn't my wish. A bad relationship that had ended with betrayal and rejection couldn't kill me. I wanted to live as I already had a reason. A reason that was hidden from the world. After a few seconds I got up and started to make my way home.

I’d been expecting rogues, only to find that the fight was already over. Pack members had handled them, but where was my father? I panicked when I couldn't find him with the other pack members. Had something happened to him? I became nervous and started to run to my house. My steps halted a few meters away from home when I noticed the crowd. What were they looking at? My heart was beating rapidly in fear, thinking that I had lost him. I had lost my father. I again started to run, pushing everyone away only to find that Dad was standing tall in front of our house.

“Dad,” I was shocked to see his whole body covered in blood but felt a sense of relief that he was safe. Nothing had happened to him. He lifted his gaze to me, I could see his eyes were red. He was furious for some reason. Why? Hadn’t we won against the rogues?

I couldn't understand anything but at the same time I heard a child crying. I c****d my brow. Child crying? But there were no children under the age of three in our pack. As soon as I looked at the ground to my right my eyes widened in shock. A dead woman was laying on the ground and her body was coated in blood. A young toddler was lying next to her, crying. I took steps closer to see if my eyes were deceiving me or not. Goosebumps rose on my skin when I realized that the dead woman was none other than my sister Emma! She was with the young child!!!

“Emma!!!” I shouted, falling to my knees. First I picked up the child, he was a year old, I hugged him tightly to my chest.

“Emma, open your eyes! Emma…'' I shouted over and over again. How was it possible that she had returned to the pack? She had disappeared two years ago only to return, be found dead, and have a toddler with her. I kept her head on my lap with my one hand as I tried to wake her up like a fool. I couldn't lose her. I knew she had betrayed me, but she was still my sister. One by one all pack members had left us alone, now only my father and I were left.

I could see tears gathered in the corners of her eyes, I could feel that she’d had a painful death. Had she come here to be with Dan? More tears fell from my eyes as I realized that she had betrayed me for a male. The day she had returned from giving my message to Dan I’d smelled his scent on her. I couldn't deny that I had an inkling that she used to like him. They were the same age, and she seemed to be happy to talk about him. But she never told me she loved him, even though I’d asked her once. If she would have told me the truth then none of this would’ve happened. I could have saved her.

“Who killed her dad?” I sobbed. He was standing in front of me, not saying a word. Her body looked disfigured like someone had released their pent up rage on her. This type of cruelty was only expected from rogues. Had they killed her? Had she been attacked by them? I immediately looked at the child trying to assess if he had been injured. I was going crazy wondering if he was hurt. I took a deep breath and kissed his forehead. He was safe. Nothing had happened to him. I hugged him tightly once again looking at Emma.

“Leave her dead body there and come here,” my father ordered, totally ignoring my question.

“But…”

“I said f*****g come here!!!” He shouted, scaring me. I kept her head down as I slowly got up with the child in my arms. He had been crying continuously .

“Throw that dirty little thing away! Your sister gave birth to that child outside wedlock!” My father yelled, shocking me. What? Emma’s child? But he was asking me to throw away an innocent life!

“Dad!” This time I shouted at him. I hugged the child tightly against me.

“He did nothing wrong. He is also in pain. Can't you feel it? How can you be so cruel?”

“I said throw that thing away, Erika. Your sister ran away, then she came back with a child whose father was unknown! That filthy blooded little thing doesn't belong in our family!” He glared at me as I still hadn't obeyed him. How dare he call him filthy blooded! I wanted to kill him! Yes, this rage was the only feeling inside me towards my father.

“This child isn’t at fault,” I tried to explain, with an even tone, but I still raised my voice against him. I’d never disrespected him, but now my emotions were not under my control. He scowled, coming closer to me.

“Don't you dare raise your voice to me. I order you to kill that child, or I will!” My feet and hands grew cold at his words, but anger quickly rose in my blood. I stopped my claws from coming out of my fingers when he talked about killing the child. I swiftly took several steps back, protecting him with my body. I was sure that he was really going to follow through on his threat. His ego was bigger than the world was round. For his respect and ego alone he would kill me, a child was nothing to him. But now I was ready to fight him if he dared to so much as try to touch him.

“No! I won’t let you kill him!” I shrieked at him. I was ready to die fighting this male, but he could not harm a single hair on this little boy’s head. Rage flowed through him like lava at witnessing my disobedience, but he didn't try to snatch the child from me.

“Your sister has already disgraced me by my running away and giving birth to this bastard child and now you have been rejected by the Alpha’s son,” I was stunned that dad knew about my rejection. Who had told him?

“Both of my daughters were useless, they have dishonored our family name. If you want to live in this pack, with me, you need to make a decision. The child or the pack? Choose one!” He had given me a choice. Disgust took over my heart.

“I asked the child or the pack!!!”

“The child,” I replied without giving it a second thought. He frowned as I’d challenged his authority. I’d disrespected him by doing so, but I no longer cared. He glared at the child with hate. I hid his face against my chest, saving him from my dad’s ill intentions.

“So you ‘ve made your choice. Now after the rejection and choosing this sin, you can no longer stay in this pack. Leave this pack right now!” He declared.. He had asked me to leave so easily just because I’d been rejected. I was trying to remember a happy moment that we’d shared together, but nothing was coming to mind. Maybe that was because we never spent any time together. He had only used me my entire life for his own gains. Now after the rejection I was of no use to him. This was as good of an excuse as any to get rid of me.

Holding the little boy tightly to my chest, I walked away quietly. I left the pack that I had been born into, rejected in, and kicked out of. But then I realised that I had a new life in front of me and in my arms. I kissed his nose and smiled at his sleeping face. He was my only reason for living. Adam...