I heard Noah tell me the doctor had agreed to arrange a visit to the rehab center for me. I had agreed to this because I wanted to make a change. More for Livvy than me, right now. But a little for me. I want to make things right. I hate this come down feeling. Admittedly, the stuff they are giving me while in hospital is helping, though that was for the injuries I had done too, but I know I am going to have to dig deep and find some serious strength. Yet, I know I have the support of my friends, and having them here today has made such a difference to my mood.
Livvy being here has made such a huge difference. I want to be able to spend more time as a group, laughing, joking, enjoying one another’s company. The way it should be. I am glad my feelings are out there now. Maybe I had been w
