Seeing her with Eli, clearly having forgotten about my earlier invitation to spend the evening with me, or completely disregarding it, had hurt. More than I ever thought it would. Livvy and I are not a couple. I know that. But yet the sight of her with another guy, despite the fact I know she views this guy as a friend and nothing more hurts like hell. But that could be because I know this guy has underlying feelings for her. He is jealous of the fact he knows me and her have slept together.
Ha, and that is without knowing the added complications of the other things that have gone on. The additional times we have enjoyed one another’s bodies, kissed, flirted, all the things a couple would do, but not actually agreed we are a couple. Because we simply would not be allowed to be a couple.
