When I finally get out of the bathroom, Taylor looks like he's already sleeping. I feel grateful since I don't know how to face him after what happened earlier. Why would I let him kiss me torridly when we talked about our plans to divorce after a year?
I must have lost my mind earlier because of what Tanya told me. Although she's no longer a virgin like me since she already gave it to Ivan. Whenever she talks about it, I just pretend that I don't hear her. But I never thought I will think about having s*x after the wedding.
If it's not Taylor, I should feel fine about it. But thinking about doing it with my best friend is not right. I feel guilty about it since it seems like I seduced him. But my wedding gown is not coming off. It's not my fault it got stuck on my body. When he ripped
