——Sam The moment I opened my eyes, the world spun before me, or rather the ceiling above me did. I inhaled and exhaled gently until I felt everything around me was normal and steady again. I turned slowly and buried my face in the softest pillow ever. I snuggled further and then stopped. I remembered puking my guts out and hugging the toilet bowl before sleep finally took over. How did I end up on the bed? Quickly, I checked under the covers and felt relieved when I still had my clothes on. The clock beside the bed told me it was already half past four. I felt sick and in dire need of fresh air. So I gathered all my strength and wove my way over to the balcony. I pushed opened the glass door. Quickly, air greeted me, filled my lungs, and brushed my skin cold. I shivered at once. I i