Chapter E.2
"You've been so quiet. Are you alright, Fireus?" I couldn't help myself to ask him as he remained quiet while he was making his way to the route where my condo is.
Fireus gave me a quick glance before he turned his attention to driving. He was knitting his forehead. "I'm fine, Cejay. Don't worry." His voice was into something.
"Okay," I said, unsure. But still, I don't bite what he said. I found it that he was lying. I averted my gaze towards the outside of the window. He was silent the whole time the moment we left Jamster's condo unit. I sighed and thought something that I could have made him make quiet right now.
Is he still annoyed with me? Or is he feeling something wrong like a headache right now?
Or maybe he is not in the mood? But I don't think it's possible since he was in a good mood a while ago while we were staying at my brother's condo.
I want to shake my head upon remembering what Jamster said earlier. I have no boyfriend. That would be impossible because my attention is focused only on him. I have no plans to enter into a relationship unless he graduates and has his own decent job.
That is all that matters.
When we arrived at the building where my condo is located, I got out of the car of Fireus and made my way to the elevator. Upon getting in, I thought Fireus already left but I was wrong. He joined me in the elevator and I was surprised when he took my hand and kissed my knuckles. I found it sweet with his gesture.
But he didn't utter a word. His eyes were focused on the stainless wall that was in front of us. I stared at the reflection of his. His forehead knitted as he was in deep thought. I'm perplexed as to what his problem is right now. I turned at him.
Even his side view glance, he is still handsome and hot to my eyes.
Sometimes I'd been wondering why I chose him to be my confidant for this problem of mine. I never thought my enemy before would be the one helping me out and even dared to enter into the contract.
Fireus turned his head at me. I immediately looked away; perhaps he noticed that I was looking at him. My heart suddenly stammered so fast. One thing that is so annoying about him was he could make me skittish and anxious even though he was not doing anything. Just a small gesture from him makes me nervous and I get excited.
When the elevator ding, both of us stopped in front of the door of my condo. He laid his hand. With that, I immediately gave him the keys. He was the one who opened the door.
I forced myself to remove my hand from his. I still want to be with him though. I don't want this night to end. But Fireus was so quiet and maybe he has his problems tonight. I don't want to disturb him and wish him that I want him tonight.
I plastered a forced smile and gaped at my Fireus whose eyes are void right now. He was unreadable today. I wonder what happened to him and what was bothering him. I want to ask him but I don't want to pry unless he opens up.
"Good night, Fireus."
"Good night."
I bit my lower lip. My eyes sting because he was talking to me in his monotone. He was not in the mood.
I blinked and forced a smile again. "Okay." I approached him and gave him a kiss on his cheek. When I looked at him, I felt crying because I can't read Fireus. I sighed as I clung to kiss him fully on his lips.
I counted thirty seconds if he would respond to my kiss but he didn't do it. I closed my eyes so tight because I could feel myself crying and right now, I felt rejected. I was about to distance myself but he started responding by moving his lips. It was quick before he put some distance between us.
"Get some rest, Cejay. Don't stay up late," he stated and kissed my forehead.
I just nodded as a response and turned my back so I could enter my condo. I closed the door and leaned on it. I am stopping myself from crying right now.
I felt rejected. I really felt rejected.
I felt like I was not beautiful enough to be noticed by him. Have I done something wrong? Didn't he like that I kiss him?
I exhaled and fell back to the couch. Maybe Fireus was encountering some problems right now. Maybe he wanted to be left alone which is why he acted that way. Maybe I should try to understand him before I conclude something.
He had been silent a little while ago. I don't know if he received a text or a call at that time. Perhaps, it is about his business. Hmm! Maybe that was it. Maybe Fireus is having a problem with his business which is why he was acting so distant. It is not easy to handle and manage a coffee shop especially when it is having some problems. I shook my head. Maybe that was it.
I instantly looked behind when I heard a knock on the door. I immediately stood up, getting excited. I believe today will be the day they will deliver my new laptop. My laptop right now has been corrupted because... I threw it to the wall due to my frustration at my work. I pouted. Next time, I will not do it again. Swear!
I opened the door excitedly. I was expecting the delivery boy but I didn't expect the person right in front of me.
I knitted my forehead. "Fireus?" I blinked twice. I rubbed my eyes to see if I am really seeing Fireus right now. I gasped softly. He is here! "Y-You're still here? I thought... you already left?" I asked, wondering.
"I hate to see the sadness on your face, Cejay."
I stepped backward when he was drawing nearer me. I gulped when he was the one who closed the door and locked it.
"W-What do you mean? I don't u-understand, Fire." I stopped from retreating my steps as I felt my breath rugged. I am feeling anxious and thrilled with what he will do next.
A part of me wonders why he is still here and the other was happy to see him.
Fireus stopped in front of me and slowly, he pulled me near to his body. My heart pulsed rapidly. "I hate to see you sad and feel vetoed." His voice was so husky that it could wake my senses right now.
"I-I'm not." I looked away as I bit my lower lip. How did he know that I was feeling that? I didn't expect that he would say such things and notice everything. His scent that I am smelling right now was already suffocating and I love it.
He chuckled darkly and grinned. "I'll make amends with you, Cejay."
I inhaled sharply when he suddenly kissed me. My senses automatically turned on. I instantly responded to his hungry kiss. Our rugged breath mixed with our torrid kiss. I clung to his neck to get some strength because my knees were already wobbled. His hands cupped my ass as he lifted me. I automatically encircled my legs around his waist.
I used my hand to comb Fireus's hair and deepened our kiss. His kisses brought me to the other dimension and I almost drowned from it. Only Fireus can do this to me and can make me feel this kind of delirious feeling.
He broke our kiss and his lips went down to my neck, raining me with his wet kisses. I sided my head to give him more access to my neck. I even closed my eyes from the sensation flowing through my body.
"Fire..." I moaned.
I flinched when his hands cupped my breasts with his bare hands. I almost shouted in pleasure. I shut my eyes open when he put me down from lifting me earlier. I was about to argue with him when he covered my mouth with his hand.
"Sshh... Baby, don't get too excited," he whispered in my ear before he brushed his lips to my main ear.
My breath gets heavy because of that action that he did. I wanted to moan but he was covering my mouth. I gasped when he nibbled my neck. It was a little painful but I like it. Slowly, he took off his hand from my mouth and grazed the hem of my shirt. I was biting my lower lip, watching his movement. We stared at each other. I flinched when he pinched my flank before he raised my shirt to undress me. His fingers touched my left breast. He also drew circles in the cup of my bra which made me close my eyes.
Damn you, Fireus! You're such a tease! This is torture! I want to speak out loud but I cannot voice it out.
He circled me before he settled himself at my back and hugged me from behind.
"Can you still endure it? This is going to be long torture, baby. It will take long before I f**k you so hard and so deep which you cannot stand up anymore the next morning."
Only moans and nods were the only things I could answer to Fireus. "Please... touch me," I said after a moment, pleasing. I snapped my eyes open then moved to undress my pants and threw them anywhere. I unhooked my bra and Fireus just watched me with awe and lust in his eyes. I took his hands and placed them on my chest. "Touch me," I said, almost commanding or more likely pleading to him.
I winced when he gripped my breasts, his mouth on my ear. "Why so eager, baby?" I moaned when he played my n*****s with his fingers. He laughed softly. "Is my baby hungry?"
"Yes," I answered, almost breathless.
I held to his arms when his lips went down again to my neck. He licked the soft spot there as if he is ready to mark me to be his.
"f*****g please!" I begged, absolutely eager for his touch. I am not getting happy with his actions. His actions frustrate me.
Fireus chuckled. Why does he look so entertained right now? He is so annoying!
I almost shrieked when he gently bit my n****e. Then he sucked it like he was a baby. I kept on pushing his head more towards my n****e as pleasure rained me.
"Ahh..." I couldn't stop the moan that escaped from my lips.
I almost couldn't catch up with my breath when he also did the same thing, putting the same attention to my other n****e. The delicious sensation made me shut my eyes close.
I snapped my eyes open when his lips plunged down to my stomach down to my...
I gasped so loud when he kissed the apex of my thighs, still my panties on. Fireus raised a glance as he made me watch him licking me down there. My head was already turning side by side and I kept moaning his name.
I felt him distancing himself and stood up from kneeling. I approached him and helped him remove his shirt. I was about to touch him when he snatched my hands and raised them up to my head.
"We'll take it slowly, Cejay," Fireus said in his modest but enticing tone.
I nodded slowly and followed what he said before he put down my hands. Although I was now frustrated, I couldn't help the fact that what he said turned me on. Plus, I want to give Fireus ample time to do this foreplay with me. I hate this kind of eager feeling that I badly want him inside me.
"Did you know what an Australian kiss is, Cejay?"
I tilted my head in bewilderment then I arched my eyebrow. "Are you serious?" I looked at him in disbelief.
Australian kiss? What is that? I haven't heard about that.
Fireus smirked and I almost swooned by it. “Let me show you what it is.” All of a sudden, Fireus pulled my panties down as he knelt before me. He raised a glance at me before he flashed another smirk again.
I gulped upon witnessing the expression plastered on his face. He was up to something. He really meant that he would do the Australian kiss? I have no idea what that kiss is. But I can’t wait for it. But what makes me wonder right now is why he is kneeling on the floor and he is facing my… Uhh. The one that needs attention right now?
“Ready?”
“Uhh… I don’t know?” I said, unsure.
Fireus flashed a smirk again then the next thing I knew made me shout from surprise. He kissed my front and stuck out his tongue as if he was French kissing with my female part.
"Oh gosh, Fireus!" Surprised, my hands instantly reached for his hair and tweaked on them because of the delirious feeling flowing again. I even spread my legs more so he can have full access to my sensitive flesh. "Ahh...! Suck it!" My moan is uncontrollable and I couldn't stop myself. "Fireus... eat me more!"
Fireus placed his hands on my waist, holding me still as he kept on kissing and licking my private tongue. His tongue was swarming and roaming around which made me want to moan and moan louder. Delicious creeps crawled through my body and I don't know how I am going to control myself. Damn, Fireus! This is my first time he ever does this kind of pleasure to my body!
It sent me lots of incoherent, inviting pleasure which I never felt before.
"f**k, Fireus! You're so f*****g good!" I couldn't help uttering it so loud while my eyes were tightly closed.
Then, I felt the rising pleasure within me and I could feel that I am almost at my peak.
All of a sudden, I felt myself explode and I felt my body flinching from the pleasure. I felt like I am paralyzed when I reached it...
My ecstasy.
Fireus stood up and caught me in his arms as I felt my knees wobbled and weakened. I felt the tiredness that was raging through my body. After a moment, I heard Fireus chuckling in my ear.
"We're still not done yet, Cejay. We're not yet done," he whispered huskily.
I was gasping when I glared at him. "What do you mean we're not yet done? Are you kidding me? What you have done to me is mindblowing!" What the hell! Like is he serious right now? We're not f*****g done yet? What he had done just now made me already tired then he would tell me we are not done yet?
Are you f*****g kidding me?
Fireus chortled from my words. Then he hugged me. "Let's wait for you to settle your breath before we proceed to our next session," he whispered.
I clung to his neck while grasping for my breath. I even closed my eyes and leaned on his chest, listening to his fast heartbeat. I felt like if Fireus would do the same thing, he could have heard my heart beating so fast right now.
Also, I was totally bothered right now by what is protruding in my stomach. I gulped when I knew what it was. Just how many times does that thing enter inside me?
I already lost count of it.
"Now, kneel, babe."
"Huh?" Fireus guided me to kneel. I bent my body backward to raise a glance at him because I am completely lost right now. "What is this for?" I asked, perplexed.
Fireus gave me his wry smile. "Do you know what blowjob is?"
I tilted my head, slightly confused. "Um... a little. I only encountered it by reading some erotic books." I lowered my gaze. "D-Do you want me to b-blowjob you?" I looked at him in disbelief as I got his point now.
Gods! Of course! I have a little knowledge about the blowjob!
Fireus wants to f**k my mouth. That's what he wanted.
"Y-You're kidding me, right? Y-You really think that thing would fit here?" I opened my mouth and pointed at it. I gulped again upon seeing his alive member right now. I also have this urge to hold it...
Fireus chuckled softly. "Why don't we try, Cejay? We haven't done this before," he said. There was a playful gaze on his eyes. Then he caressed my face. "You said before," he paused as his fingers started to graze on my jaw up to my lips. "You want to learn from me. I am teaching you now, Cejay."
I bit my lower lip at the sudden heat that flowed in me. We stared at each other before I lowered my gaze to his hard and alive thing.
"Do you know the procedure? Do I need to guide you?" His voice was already husky, releasing my hair from being tied up.
I shook my head. I think I can pull it out. I read some of it how to pull it out in the erotic books and I hope I can execute it.
"Okay. Then, pleasure me," he commanded.
I wet my lips at first. Slowly, I reached him. I immediately pulled it out when Fireus groaned all of a sudden.
"Did I... Did I hurt you?" I asked, worried that I might have hurt him.
Fireus looked down as he opened his eyes. He gave me an assurance smile. "I'm not. It's just that... Your hands feel so good on my dick." He took my hand and put it to his hardness. "Touch me. Lick me. Suck me. Just do whatever you want, Cejay. Anything you can do to please me."
I nodded and returned my gaze back to that thing. I drew nearer and kissed the top of it. Fireus slowly groaned in pleasure which gave me fuel of confidence. I smiled mentally. I stuck out my tongue and did what he said. I licked his d**k and playfully bit it.
"What a tease!" he said through gritted teeth.
Slowly, I put it in my mouth then encircled my tongue around his. I immediately heard his moans that echoed in my ears. That eager me to be better and satisfy him as I started moving my head, thrusting forward and backward. He grabbed my hair and guided me on how to do it right.
He was so huge and yummy.
"Ahh... f**k! That's it, Cejay! That's it! Damn it! You're doing good, baby!" He kept on moaning that and I was doing more and better.
I bobbed my head back and forth with such a fast pace as I held on to his waist as his moans are the gas of me to keep on pleasuring him. My tongue playfully licked him and I could almost feel his d**k ready to release his ecstasy. I got excited as to how it would feel if Fireus cums inside my mouth. How tasty is he?
I could almost feel him when he pulled his d**k out of my mouth. He made me stand up and held me on my shoulders.
"I won't let you do that. I know what you are planning," he said, smirking.
I licked my lower lip and he got distracted. I thought he was going to kiss me but I was wrong. He immediately leaned me against the wall. His hand sought to my thigh and placed it over his waist.
I screamed in pleasure when in an instant, he entered inside me then moved his hips back and forth. I closed my eyes in submission as his hardness kept entering in and out from me. It was so f*****g good and the powerful force entering in me was making my breathing gets heavy.
I arched my back when he kissed my neck down to my cleavage. Our body screamed in an unusual sound as we, Fireus and I, became one.
"Fire..." I moaned when he sucked my n****e as I helped him, moving my front towards, joining his fast rhythm. "Ahh!" I screamed in pleasure when Fireus hit something inside me that gave me so much pleasure I couldn't take. "You got it, babe! Faster..."
When his lips damped on mine, I responded back so eagerly from his hot, intimating kiss that brought a delicious feeling all over my body. I bit his lower lip to grant me access to open his mouth more which he gladly obliged.
And our tongues fought in dominance, exchanging liquids to each other's mouths.
I released his lips when suddenly, his movement had gone fast. I even scratched my nails at his back as I felt the rising peak of mine. I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes so tight.
"Fireus... I'm... Ahh... Almost there..." I moaned.
"Let it go, baby. Let it go... Ahh! Ahh!"
"f**k, Fireus!" I screamed as I reached the very top of pleasure. I held on to his sweat shoulders as he kept on pacing. Damn, Fireus! Haven't you reached your peak yet?
"More... More! More! I want to f**k you so f*****g hard! So f*****g deep! I want you not to be able to walk the next morning!" His fast rugged whisper was getting harder and harder as he was keeping the pace faster than before.
"Oh s**t!" I moaned again when I felt the rising and delirious feeling again.
I will have my second orgasm again!
"More, Fireus! More! I want it more!"
"Kiss me, Cejay!"
I just groaned as our lower body smashed so loud.
"I said, kiss me!" he commanded.
I slowly opened my eyes and gazed at Fireus with my hooded eyes. His eyes were very hungry right now, giving me his intense stares. I closed the distance and kissed him with so much hunger. I tilted my head so I could deepen the kiss and grabbed his wet hair, already soaked with his sweat.
I left his lips as I moaned loudly when I reached the peak I so wanted to get it again. Fireus and I screamed each other's names when we both reached the peak.
"Cejay!"
"Fireus!"
We moaned again as I felt his hot liquid feeling inside me. Our rugged breaths were very uncontrollable. Fireus lifted me up. Then I felt the soft mattress on my back.
I thought Fireus would let me rest because I am so goddamn tired now. I even closed my eyes.
But I was wrong.
I gasped and snapped my eyes open when he entered again. "Fireus!" I sent him a glare. Isn't he tired right now?
Fireus just grinned. His head lowered and he licked my lips. "No one's going to sleep tonight 'till dawn."