Drew and I were on the opposite sides of this matter, and as much as I wanted to do this, I understood where he's coming from, and he's right. I've always been selfless and sacrificing everything that I love for my sister, but this time, I have Simon to think about. This won't just turn my life upside down because it will also shape his life, he thinks that l'm his mom and now I'll have to explain that I'm not and he'll have to make do with the mother who wanted to kill him. l went back home after training, and he was playing around in the living room with his toys. Simon's growing up to be me, and I don't like it. I secluded myself from everybody, and I got bullied a lot. l was a loner for most part of my life and I was satisfied with the way it was but I missed having people around m