Every time I try to close my eyes, I just imagine Sideline trying to kill Simon. l was in the kitchen at the crack of dawn obsessing over it. I was questioning everything, and it led me to think that my parents didn't just f*** me up they did with Sideline as well " Penny, for your thoughts." He took me by surprise because my mind was miles away, and I didn't even feel him coming. " l'm just starting to realize that not everything in life is black or white." Maybe instead of judging her, I should have tried to get her help. " I am too." He obviously had a deeper meaning than I did because he was looking at me. " When did you come back? I didn't hear you guys come in." I did hear them because I was pretending to be asleep, but he doesn't need to know that. " Soon after you came back,