I didn't just hug him, but I just squeezed him for dear life because I don't know when I will see him again. " I don't know if the sickness is making you clingy, but I like it." he said, and I tried wiping away my tears before he could see them. " Hey baby, I didn't mean to make you cry." he said when he saw my tears. " I love you. no matter what happens or who says what, you will always be the love of my life." l wanted him to know before the shitstorm begins. "l love you more, baby." he said, kissing me passionately. I couldn't show it yet, but I was literally sobbing. that was goodbye for me, but he didn't know that, and it killed me because I was about to ruin his whole life. l watched him walk away from me, and I knew it was the last time we would meet in a really long time and