#His Ray of light.

JEMIAH POV life can be very unpredictable. l pondered as I walked the aisle to meet my soon to be husband Mr Ryan Don Pedro .the man am going to be spending eternity with. the wickedly handsome cold man. he's smiling at me like am the most treasureable thing on planet, making the world believe he's the sweetest thing but only I and his family truly know the beast behind those armani suits. question is why am I marrying him ? how did a common girl like me get to be Mrs Jemiah Ryan Don Pedro ? IT ALL BEGAN 1 MONTH AGO...................... The buzz of the music in the background was seriously giving me a migraine. I am not a fan of loud music so a club is not one of my favorite places. I came to club 202 located in the main streets of New York to confirm if my boyfriend Jason was really cheating on me. I got a call from my friends Jessie and Lia who were currently in the club saying they caught Jason in an intimate position with another girl. As much as I didn't want to believe I had to come and confirm. Jason and I had been dating for about 2 years. he was an OK kind of guy. average height, slim build and an OK facial features. he was funny and nice. he made me happy whenever am with him. And he made me feel OK with my body. always saying nice things to make me forget about my size. But our relationship has been in the Rocky side this past week ever since he brought up the s*x topic. I was comfortable when I was with him but I still haven't been able to get over the first stage of kissing with him. I had dated 3 guys before him but none of them made me feel special like Jason . I was really hoping it wasn't Jason my friends saw but someone similar. I had a really difficult time growing up. I had suffered from mockery and humiliation growing. the guys were always making fun of my shape especially since I was an early sprouter. At 15 I already had boob's, I mean real boob's and round bottom. it made me self conscious of my self. I always wanted someone to love me for me and not as a s*x tool. a piece of rag to be used and discarded. I walked through the grounding bodies in the club and looked around for Jessie and Lia. we literally grew up since we were little in the same neighborhood and we still live in the same neighborhood. "hey honey " Lia shouted excitedly when she spotted me. I quickly walked up to them and hugged them both. we saw Jason walk towards the back room with a blonde " Jessie whispered in my ears. OK just show me the way" I said trying to control my nervousness. Lia and Jessie escorted me there all the while trying to encourage me to not let it hurt me. I know my friends want the best for me and am grateful I have them in the life. when we got there I opened the door and wasn't prepared for what I saw next.. .............