Conrad
"Hey, what are you thinking? You okay?" Martin suddenly asked me causing me to stop thinking about my mate. I was wondering if he’s in his apartment right now alone or if he’s with some other girls, just the thought of him lying in bed and embracing some other girls breaks my heart, it pains me so much. I don’t know what to think of my situation right now, it’s driving me crazy. I don’t want Ryker to be kissing and sleeping with some other girls but then here I am in Martin and Gregory’s house, I feel so guilty and it also makes me feel like I don’t have any right to be mad at him for sleeping with other girls if ever because I’ve slept with Martin and Gregory too.
Fuck! Did I really have s*x with the twins last night? Why can’t I remember it and I can’t feel any pain in my botto
