Khalifa's POV
i have never felt guilty towards material things the way I do now and this is valid, for every reason in this world's it is by far my biggest feeling of guilt and the most easy to admit.
Although it's not my fault and there is not any need for pointing fingers in this situation especially since there is no one to point them at, I can't help but feel so wrong.
So guilty for my body's sudden reaction.
I had never experienced that before, not even when I was nervous for school or the first blind date Aliyah set for me.
Although I'm shy, I get bold when the situation requires it, which is why nervousness and anxiety aren't things I'm familiar with or ever had to relate to in the past.
But this was so totally out, a total first for me and I feel guilty for my embarrassme
