Chapter 8
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Shawn Bennidect Singson pov's
Hindi ko mapigilang mapatawa sa reaksyon ni Miss Alonzo kanina...halos nanigas ito pagkatapos ko itong mahalikan..
I know that was wrong, and it's not appropriate to kiss a woman, specially hindi naman kayo mag on.......alam ko naman iyon...
but Damn! I need to do it.. besides..I can't denied the fact that I like Miss Alonzo..since the first day I saw her..kaya kahit magalit ito sa akin...it's fine...
I was feeling so sorry for her..dahil nagawa ko siyang gamitin para lang tantanan na ako ni Elaine..
Elaine is my childhood friend...sabay kaming lumaki..and growing up..I know ever since hindi lang kaibigan ang turing nito sa akin..hindi naman ako ganun kamanhid..
But then...I just love her as my friend only...and nothing more than that...
but she keep insisting me, that we just have to give a try first..bago daw ako tumanggi...
But ..I can't...she's my friend..and that's it...I don't want us,to be more than friend's..dahil hindi ko naman talaga naramdaman sa kanya na may pag tingin ako sa kanya..
I know how she feels..but I have to be honest with myself..ayaw ko siyang
paasahin sa Wala..that would be unfair to her..
Kaya nang makita kong papasok muli si Miss Alonzo..agad akong nakaisip nang paraan..it's a bit risky...but I'll just give a try..
Agad ko itong nilapitan at walang anu mang.. hinalikan ko iyon sa labi..
Honestly..I never thought, that I am her first kiss...dahil shes pretty,I mean...I assumed she had boyfriend's.. something like that...but I was wrong...I was so damn wrong!
Galit na Galit ito sa akin...dahil sa nagawa ko...and I was so guilty for what I've did...
Kung alam ko lang..sana Hindi kuna ginawa iyon...
It's already 2 o'clock in the afternoon na...and it's our schedule para magsama kami sa iisang class room...
Nauna akong pumasok sa loob nang room at sumalubong sa aking paningin ang bundles of flowers na tulips,color red iyon...at may chocolates pa talaga...na nakapatong sa table ni Miss Alonzo...
Hindi ko mapigilang, makaramdam nang pag kaasar,dahil sa mga nakikita ko..and sa tingin ko,alam kuna kung kanino galing iyon..
Dadampotin kuna sana iyon..nang nakita kong pumasok si miss Alonzo...
Agad bumati ang mga estudyante sa kanya..
" Good afternoon.." I greeted her
pero parang wala itong naririnig..
Agad itong dumerechu sa lamesa niya..at tinignan niya ang bulaklak na nakapatong sa table niya...inamoy niya iyon..at ngumite pa ito..
"Tss! kayang kaya ko ding bumili niyan noh!! kung makangite naman to! para bulaklak lang!!" Ang asar kung wika..
" Okay class!! I want you to get some paper,and we have a long quiz..." Ang mauturidad kung wika sa kanila..
At nakita ko ang mga lungkot nito sa mga mukha nila...
" Anyway! ...who sent those flowers to her? " I asked.. Hindi ko na talaga mapigilan...I just want to know who was it! I don't know..pero parang nag iinit talaga ang ulo ko sa mga bulaklak na iyon!
" Ikaw ba Enrile?? I told you about the rules , didn't I?." I said very pissed
" Excuse me sir..but I'm not the one who sent flowers to Miss Alonzo...I do like her...but I am more willing to focus my studies..and when I graduate..hindi lang bulaklak ang ibibigay ko Kay miss Alonzo..I can even give her a good life...a good family...- " I cut him..
"That's enough!!" Ang mauturidad kung wika..
Agad kong hinanap ang papel dun sa schedule namin...alam ko Kasi na may mga corresponding contact number na nakaindicate dun sa mga pangalan namin....
Hindi ako mapakali...kung bakit? ay hindi ko din alam..I just hate seeing her smiling with that cheap flowers!!
Kaya kong bumili nun kahit punuin ko pa itong buong classroom!
Agad akong nagtipa nang text! habang busy Ang mga estudyante namin sa kakasagot sa quiz..
send to 09********
Kilig na kilig? first time mo ba ding makatanggap nang flowers?
message sent........
I just saw her, opening her phone...
Agad itong napalingon sa akin..at umirap..
message received..from..09*******
WALA AKONG PAKIALAM SAYO! GET LOST!
Agad naman akong napatingin Dito..
At nagtipa ako nang message muli..
To..09*******
im sorry..
message sent..
Agad naman niya itong binasa..
From 09********
sorryhin mo yang mukha mo!! manyak!!
Grabe Naman,kailan ko ba siya minanyak?
I guess I owe her an explanation...
Alam kong nagkamali ako ...maling mali ang ginawa kong iyon kanina..
But I just found out something...
Nang dahil sa ginawa kong paghalik sa kanya kanina..I just realized....that I really like her...
it's a bit ...corny .but I never felt something like this before...Sa kanya lang...
I need to make it up to her.... kailangan kong makabawi..
Nang matapos na ang klase namin..agad akong nagmadaling nagligpit...at sinadya ko talaga iyon..
Para masabayan ko si Miss Alonzo Paglabas..
Nang tumayo na ito....agad ko itong hinarang...
" uhm...miss Alonzo,.." I said
pero agad lang akong tinignan nang masama nito..
" Look..I know I was a jerk...but...I just wanna make it up to you..." I said
" Yeah,really?? can you just stay away from me?? because I hate seeing your face!! I really hate you!! " she said at agad na itong umalis..
" Oh God! panu ba to...how can I even say sorry to her... sobrang Galit na Galit siya sa akin.." I said to myself...
Haay...maybe some other time..I try to reach her again..but as of now.. kailangan ko munang pumunta sa last class ko...pshycology...
Nakakaloka talaga ang mga freshman ngayon..masyadong mapupusok..lalo na sa section na ito...
I just remembered,Dito nga pala yung babaeng gustong makuha ang number ko..
And speaking of the brat..agad ko itong nakita at talagang nakangite pa talaga Siya sa akin....Tss!
Ang lakas nang tama nang bababeng to..para siyang nakdroga..ibang klase talaga...
After our class agad akong nagmamadaling lumabas sa classroom...ayaw kong maulit muli ang ginawa nang babaeng yun last time..
Nakakahiya! baka Anu pang sasabihin nang aking mga kasamahan Dito..I don't want to take risk with my job..
Agad akong dumerechu sa restroom...
Pero ganun nalang Ang gulat ko,when someone entered the rest room and I just heard the door locked...
" What the hell?..what are you doing kid?" Ang tanong ko Dito..
"I'm not a kid anymore..and so you know...I just know how to make a baby,para maging kid someday....you wanna try ? " Ang wika nito sa akin...
Baliw ba Siya? or something?
" nakadroga kaba? you're unbelievable! you know what, irereport kita...this is so irrelevant! hindi ko na ito mapapalagpas!" I said full of pissed..
" Now! opened this f*cking door!!" Ang mauturidad kong wika...
Agad naman itong ngumise..
" You know what..no one refuses to me...ikaw lang ang kauna unahang lalakeng tinanggihan ako....and you know what,I can't just accept it...." she said
" I don't give a damn!! now can you just f*cking opened the door??!! " I yelled
" Anu ba! bakit kaba sumigaw? I did this, because I just want to talk to you...that's it!! don't be too obvious Mr Singson.." ang wika nito sa akin..
" wla akong panahon sa mga kabaliwan mo!" I said..pero agad akong natigilan nang narinig ko ang sinabi nito
" I like you....I like you so much....I don't care kung anung iisipin mo! but damn! this is my first time to felt this kind of sh*ts!!" Ang wika nito..
" what?? I am your professor! at Mali ang magugustuhan Moko! you should aware of that!" I said
" I know .and I'm aware of those rules..kaya nga dito kita kinausap para walang makakita...and please don't just act like I'm going to rape you!! my god! yes I do like you! but I can't do such thing na alam kong magiging dehado ako noh!" she said
" I didn't said you're gonna rape me.." Ang mahina kung wika..
" tss! that's what you acted earlier..." Ang ngite nitong wika...I can say..she's cute and charming..para siyang manika..but she's not my type..
" So what's this all about?" I asked her
" first,I would like to say sorry for locking you here with me.... second I'm sorry for what I did last time...and lastly....I just want to ask a favor, instead?" she said
" what is it?" I asked her
" Can we be atleast friends? kahit wag na sa loob nang campus..you know outside the university.. Yung tipong pwede kitang mayaya paminsan Minsan..you know night life" she said
" hindi ako mahilig lumabas,or kung anu man yan!..can you just please open the door now?" I said to her..
" Ganyang kaba talaga katigas Mr Singson? grabe ah...Ikaw lang Ang kauna-unahang lalakeng hinahabol ko nang ganito!! I can't really believe you!! fine! kung ayaw mo sa akin,di wag!!! " Ang wika nito sabay bukas sa pintuan....
Agad naman akong. napabuntong hininga!Anu bang nangyayari sa mga kabataan ngayon! Napaka mapusok.
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