Blind to love

Letting lose

Making it too the diner in one piece with walking with these guys who take the whole path we finally taken a seat near a window where the car pass by, its not the best view but its the only place where we can all sit where we aren't banging shoulder, it looks like they have been working out, the muscle on some of these boys is shocking, where has my little Ryan gone or Aj, I have missed loads but I'm one proud little sister with these still serving, I'm actually the youngest of us six and the smallest. Placing our orders I'm sandwich in between Jacob and Ryan with the others sat in front of me  mocking at how small I look in between them but I couldn't care as I'm just thankful we can have another meal in between us as a family 

"You plan on taking us with you on that jog, I have missed showing you up" rolling my eyes at the joke as I know I'm not the slowest, that has been reserved for Ryan as he's always been the laziest in our group but I have planned on taking them for a jog as the view is almost of good as Jacob parents view. Talking among us our food finally arrives and you can hear our laughter from the other end of the diner, but you cant blame us as we haven't see each other in forever, looking around the diner I spoke a lady thats known for gossip looking in my direction and that can never be good as Im sat with five boys laughing and having a good time, no one around town has seen me smile or laugh but with the boys I can let go which I have missed as they have seen my darkest days unlike everyone else.  

"look at you missing your mouth" I say flicking Chris's chin before taking a sip of my drink, laughing at him, I cant believe he has missed his mouth its wide enough not to be missed. Watching his roll his eyes at me Blake slaps his back of his head but as his hands hits his head his drinks comes flying out making us laugh. 

Finishing our food we all agree to go down to the bar letting loose for the first day back but what the boys don't know is that I'm taking them jogging in the morning, its going to be a laugh watching the boys jog in the morning with a hangover and a aching body knowing they wont be sleeping in a comfy bed and I will. Walking down the road we all couldn't be happier to know its only down the street, the boys want of my home town but I don't even know my town itself, I have lived his my whole life and when I left I didn't think it could change so much in eight years but it has and I haven't spent much time around the town apart from to the shops and grave yard visiting my mother grave, I have keep to myself since I moved back and everyone knows it, word has got around that I used to served to they left me be not knowing how damaged I am but I put a fake smile on sometimes letting people think I'm fine which is fine with me as less people know my business the better. Walking in the loud bar it suddenly goes quiet as everyone watches the five large guys walk in but as I walk in after it goes back to normal everyone eyes have gone back to there drinks and I walk up to the bar ready to buy the first rounds

"What can I get you?" I hear being asked and I place my order before looking at the boys waiting for them to say what they want, as they place there order I'm looking around knowing most people in here. However before I have chance to take a sip of my drink I'm being pulled to the little dance floor they have by Blake, I can hear the laughter from the other boys as they watch us dance with the music playing but I know when the boys have had a couple of drinks they be on the stage singing along with the songs, the boys are always hilarious when they had a drink down them and when they been in serious mode for months its always good to watch them relax and have a laugh, they have never cared who around them.

Dancing with Blake I about throw my food back up as he turns me around and then dips me before picking me back up but before I get to embarrass myself more the guys walk over handing me my drink and dancing with us, the bar tender has turned the music up laughing at us, I know I have the craziest friend but I wouldn't change them for the world. Having a laugh we are all on our third round and like a light weight Chris is he stands on the stage singing to the songs, however before I know it I'm being pulled on stage and singing with them, I wish I got Chris on video as this is pure blackmail right here

"Don't walk away, don't close your eyes" we start singing making a foul of ourselves and before I know It I see a couple of people hit the dance floor dancing along with our singing, although we cant see doesn't mean we wont as I have a drink in my hand and a arm around my shoulder we start swinging from left to right enjoying ourselves. Messing some of the words up but no one cares as most people are too drunk to know what we are singing or going to remember what happened, jumping on Jacob back we both move to the bar ready to place another order leaving the rest to sing the next song, we are a close net group and seeing the boys up there I cant help but record this moment and use it as my advantage, god knows when we will have this moment right here 

"I would love to have what you lot have, you lot are crazy" I hear the bartender say before laughing, we all know we are crazy but the trust we have for each other out bids everything else as we all can snap it off and be serious in a heart beat if we need to be which I love about these guys. Taking a minute I look at the boys and realise how much I have actually missed them, they have only been with me for a day and have made me laugh and smile which I haven't done since I left the army, I don't know what I would do without them, they drive me crazy but I love them. 

Carrying the drinks back to the boys we start another song waving our hands up laughing along, nearly everyone in the bar has joined in singing with us or dancing, when I first walked in I didn't think it was possible but I guess the boys bring the fun out in everyone, they don't look like your normal bunch of lads but there actually crazy when you know them. Feeling the alcohol I look at the boys and they all know its nearly time to head back, we are all nearly wasted and we still have to walk home which I'm sure one of us will kiss the floor. Walking out the bar we all walk together heading back to my apartment ready to crash, its been a long day for the boys has they come straight to me when they got there leave which they must of been up for hours, I feel bad for them partly but I'm going to enjoy it when I'm waking them up in the morning for a jog. Reaching my apartment we all head inside and I'm the first to crash in my bed throwing on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt, I don't know where the boys have crashed but I know its a first come first serve for the bed. 

Walking up the next day I can feel the hangover already but its surely not as bad as the boys as they drank more then me, I switched to water near the end knowing I have a morning jog and the boys are going to kill me when I wake them up, washing my face I head to the spare bedroom  ready to wake everyone up, but there all awake looking at the time I know they aren't use to a lie in yet. Leaving them be I head downstairs where Jacob is with the coffee sitting on the stool with the photo of the six of us in sight, I have finally put the photo in a frame on put it on display, I love the photo we are all laughing and smiling, I miss those times but I know they are more to come when they have leave. Smiling to myself remembering the good times one by one everyone comes downstairs in nothing but a pair of shorts I guess their all ready for a run, this should be fun. 

"you will love the view I swear" I say and all I hear are growns from a couple of them knowing they are too hungover to go running but they be sweating it off shortly, running upstairs I quickly get changed before heading out the door ready for the jog, its peaceful jogging alone but I love jogging with everyone. Last out the door i'm leading the boys to where I run too telling them its the same way home so we can race back if they remember which way it was but I secretly know I shortcut which ill be using. Jogging in twos like in the army I know we are nearly there, since I started jogging I have loved this route as the view is something to make the run for, picking up the speed I start to feel the alcohol from last night and maybe sweating it off wasn't such a good idea. Seeing the view all the boys are sweaty as they look around seeing our peaceful it is and how they secretly ran uphill just to get here. 

"last one back gets the sofa" hearing Aj shout that I'm first running down the hill knowing I'm not giving my bed away to anyone, I have finally broken into the bed and now its comfy, at first I never really slept and now I'm sleeping, seeing all the boys past me I take the shortcut knowing ill get there first but no one said what the runs are unfortunately and I took that as advantage. Taking the sharp left my apartment is in view and I know I still have my own bed, making it too my steps I know I'm the first down the hill, catching my breath I watch how one by one race back to the apartment laughing at the faces they pull when they see me stood there with a bottle of water, idiots

"hey you cheated" I hear being shouted which is aimed at me but instead I stick my tongue out and head inside wanting the shower first, the boys can cook some food while I'm cleaning myself up, I know they can and the fridge is stocked with hangover food, I could do with a bacon and egg cob right now. Smiling to myself I'm enjoying the time I have with them, I have missed them.