My confidence had me walk tall, enjoying the air and the sounds of the city. The lights were gorgeous too. It brought me such peace. A slight breeze would blow his scent to me and just send me to heaven and back.
“ Is there anything you are afraid of?” I asked, turning to stare at him. He stared back at me, a brow raised.
“ Nothing.” He said back with me chuckling.
“ Even you can’t be that perfect.” I shot out.
“ Seriously, what is one thing that has you think twice and frightened a little?” I asked again, turning to stand before him, staring up at his face.
He shook his head, his face blank. I was jealous, nodding my own head. There was a time when I feared nothing too but that time was over for me.
“ What about you?” He asked with me turning back around as we continued with our walk.
“ Where do I start? Snakes, tiny insects and reptiles. I don’t really fear them, I just can’t stand them. But mostly, losing my family.” I said back to him.
“ They are everything to me and losing them would be losing myself.” I said with him nodding his head. I kind of felt so bad talking about my family when he had buried his not long ago. I swallowed, staring at him to search for any reactions but nothing.
“ Family makes you weak.” He says with me wanting to debate on that but held my tongue. I had so many things I wanted to point out about what he just said but held it all back, letting it all go.
We continued moving until my eyes fell on a street food vehicle. I did not even know what they were selling.
“ Hi, what is your best selling product?” I asked the guy, seeing so many sauces there with fries and sausages.
“ A lot.” The guy said chuckling, seeing that he was not expecting that, his mind just freezing on him.
“ Okay, just make us something, two.” I said with him nodding his head and getting busy. Azrail and I moved to the side. He stuck out like a sore thumb, all eyes on him, not that he noticed.
The guy came back, handing us two pater containers. I paid him through my phone then we were off.
“ I did not even ask for the name of this.” I said because it looked good. It seemed to be a sausage but coated with a dough and fried. So many sauces were poured on it, the whole thing in a skewer.
“ Looks good though. Do you want to try first?” I questioned as I turned to Azrail. We both stuck out like sore thumbs, I guess. I held the sausage by the stick.
“ You go ahead.” Azrail said, him looking at it as if it was a missile about to explode.
I giggled.
“ I don’t think it’s going to kill you.” I said out with him in a frown.
“ With so much sauces and oil, it just might.”
He was just too cute.
“ Okay, I will take this hit for us, I am going in commander.” I said in my military voice, his eyes running to me as I blushed and hid by taking a large bite, trying to not get myself dirty. My teeth moved, chewing only for my eyes to go wide. I stared at Azrail wide eyed, not believing how good it was. I was excited to tell him to try, I did not even finish chewing.
“ So good.” I said to him with him sighing before he brought it up and took a bite.
He was not as graphic as I was but I knew he enjoyed it. I went for another bite and another with me just soon holding the skewer. The only thing holding me from licking the skewer being that I was in public. My eyes were wide.
“ More.” I said out like a greedy child, so excited I was buzzing like a child high on sugar. I threw away the container in the bin next to the food vehicle.
Azrail finished his, throwing the container away.
“ More?” I asked, ready to join the line again.
“ No.” He said with me chuckling.
“ But it was good, right?” I ask with him being stubborn.
“ Come on.” He was just being his grumpy self. I would definitely eat that again and again.
“ It was pleasant.” He said like a private school kid. I smile, turning around.
“ Okay.” I said, moving on only to stop as he turned to stand right before me. My eyes going wide.
What was happening?
He was so close, people just walking past us and staring.
His hand moved up, my heart rate and nerves hitting the roof. His hand moved to my lips, thinking he would kiss them with his thumb but he wiped away something from the edge then turned back around. My eyes lingered on him as he licked his thumb then acted as if he had not just left my knees weak.
“ Thanks.” I whispered, smiling because I could still feel my skin buzz where he had touched me.
We slowly proceeded walking. The breeze did things to my body, making me loose, looking over at Azrail now and again. We entered a crowded street, a long line leading to building which was buzzing with so much music. It seemed to be hot and happening. The girls outside were wearing the most revealing clothing but they all looked gorgeous, me smiling. I inched closer to Azrail since it was crowded.
His arm came around me as we thought we would be squeezing our way, but not. All those around just opened space with us walking through. It was insane, me smiling at them in thanks. It was the power the man I was walking with carried. They did not know him but they knew to move away. The girls stared with dangerous eyes, wanting to get their grip on him but he never gave even one a single look.
My head suddenly turned because his arm was just making so many things happen in my body.
“ What is your type, when it comes to girls you uhm…” I trailed away, not sure what word to use.
I could recall a time where I thought he had a girlfriend. My heart had been through a lot.
But also just thinking of him sleeping with someone else there was heart wrecking.
“ I don’t have a type.” He replied with me turning to stare at him. He never has anything.
“ So, you can just sleep with anyone, as long as you feel like it?” I asked with him stopping.
“ I have a lot of things going on in my life Masha, s*x is not one of the things I concern myself with.” Azrail says with my face burning hot from just the topic itself. His hand was burning even hotter on my waist, noting that he had not moved it.
“ So you have never?” I asked, my voice a bit shaky, oohh my.
“ I have, but it’s not something I have interest in.” He said with me nodding my head.
But how? I was addicted to s*x and I had not even done it. How could someone not like something like that? For me it was too exciting, sharing something so special with the one you love.
I nod my head over and over, swallowing, wishing I could fan my face. People were probably wondering why I was blushing so hard and I hoped he could not see my face. My heart drummed even harder as I thought over the next question in my head. I knew it was wrong but I could not help myself.
“ How long has it been since the last…uhm…” Oohh my God, just murder me. Why did I have to ask?
“ I can’t recall, years.” He said with me stopping where I was. My eyes went wide, just staring at him point blank only to realize. I shut my mouth, turning back around.
WHAT!
Well, at least I knew he wasn’t sleeping with anyone during our marriage. Yet, it kind of was alarming. Me being so freaky, him just literally not liking s*x. Would I literally have to force him to have s*x with me? I nearly chuckled. I tried that, did not work for me. The man was a robot, no desire at all.
“ Cool.” I found myself saying, nodding my head over and over while still trying to get over the shock. The air became awkward seriously but luckily for us, we came across another food stand and I was fast to buy from them and they had tacos.
I bought two, walking away with them in hand, spicy and so deliciously looking.
“ Well, I tried that other one first, it’s your turn.” I said to Azrail as he stared at me then at the Taco in hand. He brought it over, munching on it as I stared. He gave nothing away, chewing and going for another bite.
Was he really going to keep me waiting?
“And?” I asked, chuckling.
His eyes flickered to me.
“ Not bad.” He said with me going for a bite and it was so good. I went for another and soon, it was all gone from my hands. I licked my fingers, smiling. It was so good.
“ Could it kill you to just say something is good?” I asked giggling.
Mr High Expectations.
We turned around, on with our walk. The car was slowly driving behind us, it’s lights turned off.
It drew more and more eyes to us until I huffed. I caught a girl holding up her phone. They probably thought we were some famous people and did not want to miss a snap even though they did not know who we were.
“ We can get in the car now, if that okay with you?” I asked.
He did not say anything but just turned, his eyes on the car. The lights immediately went on, it picking up the speed to stand next to us as we walked to the end of the side walk. Azrail opened the door for us, me getting in, thanking him and sliding through with him behind. The door was closed, closing us from the whole world.
The car began moving as I sat back.
It had been a great night. I did not shift far off, so he was very close to me, our legs nearly touching.
I stared at our legs then stared away, relaxing back. My flowers still sat the other end of the seat along with my bag.
The city lights fell away until they were far off. The car moved so fast, seeing that I was getting closer and closer home when I wanted the night to just stretch all through out till morning. I did not want to part from his warmth and addictive cologne. Could he marry me already so we could spend our nights together?
But did I really want to get back to that life again? I knew what being his wife was like, did I really want that? And it did not seem as if my s*x life would get any better. I bit my lower lip.
We drove through the gates, the car stopping right before the large mansion.
My body shifted, grabbing the bouquet of flowers and bag in my hand. He opened his door, sliding out and I did so after him. It was so sad that the night was ending for us but happy he had come over.
We both turned, walking through the drive way and up the steps to the door. I opened the door. My body turned to him, smiling to say that I will be back. I walked to the kitchen, placing all my things on the counter before turning and walking back out, closing the door after. He still stood there, looking so hot. How had I been so lucky, a whole gazillionaire waiting at my door, trying to fall in love with me.
“ Can I walk you to the car.” I said out, us turning to walk down the steps back to the car. My nerves were just at the very roof, my hands rubbing against each other only to drop them.
We reached the car, me stopping with him turning around. He moved closer to me as I held my breath. He towered over me, feeling so tiny before him. His hands fell on my waist, holding firmly I felt my legs shake. His grip was a man’s grip, a bit harsh but I loved it to no end.
My hands moved on their own, slipping to his waist and feeling his muscles. I was going to faint again soon. I was actually touching him and it felt so good. He was so hot he was burning me alive. I dared move my hands around him. His body froze and I did so too. I had taken it too far but I did not take my hands away because I was greedy. I wanted to feel him too, why was he the one who could touch but I couldn’t?
The tip of my hands felt his two guns, sure they were packed and ready to gun down anyone who pissed him off.
His chest was hard and strong, getting wet from just all of that.
My head tipped up, my eyes all dreamy with him staring down at me. His hand moved to lay on my neck, slipping up with his thumb pushing my face up even higher. He was not asking, not begging but taking what he wanted.
I thought I would pee myself as more and more of the distance was eaten away. My toes curled, feeling my n*pples and s*x beg for attention please.
His nose brushed against mine, my eyes closing with his lips taking mine so roughly. I thought the world was ending, gripping tighter to him with all of me exploding. I was on my toes, as if to rip his shirt apart with the kiss taken deeper.
It was like the most delicious ice cream on a very hot hot day. It was like jumping into a massive pool of water in a heat wave. It was like something I could not describe, the pleasure one I had never felt. Each time he kissed me it felt like the first time, him demanding and taking more and more until I was so weak in his arms. I was barely even gripping on to him anymore.
His lips tore away with me glad he was holding me because I would stumble down and fall.
I could not open my eyes, my heart doing the most. I seriously thought I was going to faint again so I leaned on him. His body froze even more, having me smile. I gathered my wits, pulling from him as my eyes opened.
My underwear was so wet. I could barely keep my eyes open, moving away as he slowly let his hand slip from me.
I did not want him to let go, I wanted to stand there with him, kissing all night long.
“ You should go back to the house.” He spoke out with me nodding my head. His voice was deep and firm, no room for argument.
Walking away was the best option for me before I jumped his bones again.
“ Drive safely, please let me know when you get to your house.” I said.
“ Okay.” He said back with me nodding my head.
How was he not affected by that kiss? How was he not as drowsy as I was.
“ Bye.” I said softly, turning and walking away with everything in me screaming. I wanted to just run back to him. I wanted him to catch me in his arms and sweep me away. I reached the door, turning to find him still standing there, staring at me to make sure I made it in safely.
A did a little wave before stepping in the house, closing the door and leaning on it.