When Brian jogged toward home, a flurry of thoughts circled his head like a tornado, but mostly he flat out felt good, as if soaring ten feet off the ground. And he had to jack off or find Jim for a BJ. His mood shifted, knowing Dad would be disappointed he was gay. Eventually, everyone would find out. Could he get a job being gay? Could he hide it all his life? And if so, how would he ever get a boyfriend? He sure as hell didn’t want to live alone. So, was he really gay or was it only a stage? He had suspected it for a long time, waiting for “girl syndrome” to kick in. With a hardened determination, he increased his jogging pace. He needed to talk to Jim. The stress and worry made his boner fade. How long would he and Jim last together? Lost in thought, he didn’t see Robby McNamara comi