Oakley did not sleep much , she slept about three hours before waking up at one in the morning. She left Liv on the couch this time , not wanting to deal with anyone except herself - well and her new baby inside of her womb. She sat on her bed , her back resting in a wall of pillows as she sat with her legs crossed , her hand naturally on her lower stomach as she laid back , thinking what to do. She thought about if she should have the baby , if abortion was an option but the thought of that made her sick. She could not kill an unborn and innocent child , he or she had done nothing wrong in this world. She then thought about to give the child away , but then felt guilty because she would spend every single second for nine months with this child , how could she just give it away like it wer
